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So I kinda hid in a corner of the internet and drew Ninja Turtles stuff because I am kind of obsessed with it. Sorry for all the radio silence. I'm gonna keep up with my stuff a little better. As of yesterday, I'm now 27. The time has come to put away childish things...okay maybe not put them away but...um, anyway things are gonna start changing and hopefully for the better. Other than that, Things are pretty boring. Y'know, being gangsta and all that.
I made another another account for TMNT Stuff. If you're curious, the new account is here: :iconrainbow-flyer:
So with the outpouring of art I can officially say that I am alive and not an ex-person…not that there was any reason to believe otherwise. But hey, there's arts and stuff and I'm starting to get better at time management and…crap, I just realized I have eight gabillion things to do today!
So, I'm open for comissions if anyone is interested. I'll hold open five spots for anyone who wants some art done. Sorry but I won't accept points. Only paypal please. I'll pretty much draw anything for anyone. Just specify the resolution and privacy and whatnot. Anyway, here are the rates:


$5  color
   + $2 additional characters
   + $2 backgrounds

$5  sketch
   + $2 additional characters
   + $2 backgrounds

$15 ink
   + $2 additional characters
   + $3 backgrounds

$25 cel shaded color
  + $3 additional characters
  + $5 backgrounds

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There's a quirk about me that I can't stand. I get a creative burst and after an outpouring of drawings I end up in a slum. A miserable, sticky slump with the consistency of molasses. I don't want to do anything and I'm sitting on a ton of half-finished drawings. I think I'm distracted. I'm going to A-kon 22 this week and I think the excitement has finally gotten to me. So once the con is over, I'll normal out and catch up on everything I've slacked off on. Maybe next week, I'll have the decency to work...or I'll be just as lazy as before.
  • Listening to: Foo Fighters
  • Reading: Futari Ecchi
  • Watching: AnoHana
  • Playing: FF13
  • Eating: Fried Rice
  • Drinking: Whipped Cream Vodka
I have a fight stick and it is hard to learn. I've had this thing since my birthday but it's been rather neglected. So I've been playing with my stick often so I can use it better when I go online. Then the Macho Man died and I was shocked but I think his flying elbow drop to Jesus stopped the rapture so it's all good. Speaking of which, I wonder if it happened and so few people got taken up we didn't notice? Because I like shrimp. It's so tasty. How can I resist such a yummy critter (especially in popcorn form). Anyway, if anyone has a fight stick, can you give me advice? Tips? I know the big thing is to play with it but ppl don't start out as experts...even though they claim to.
  • Listening to: Foo Fighters
  • Reading: Futari Ecchi
  • Watching: AnoHana
  • Playing: FF13
  • Eating: Fried Rice
  • Drinking: Whipped Cream Vodka
After watching more Hen-Zemi, I realize that I need to focus on stuff that's more out there than usual. Or at least draw more Bukkake. Bukkake is very underrated. As long as you're not cooking and eating it. That's just unpleasant...but I heard it actually fries up like scrambled eggs...now that I've ruined scrambled eggs for myself, I'll get back on topic.

Between that and Koe de Oshigoto! I've got a deeper interest in fringe fetishes. They're just things I feel are underrepresented in the world of pornographic comics. I'm gonna focus on getting more edumacated and come up with more interesting things in the future...

Maybe while I'm at it, I could actually put up more stuff on my dA. Just a thought.
  • Listening to: Foo Fighters
  • Reading: Futari Ecchi
  • Watching: Hen-Zemi
  • Playing: Fallout: New Vegas
  • Eating: Fried Rice
I'm trying my hand at live streaming tonight so if anyone has the time, go to ustream and look up "Lovemagichannel!" to see my creative process or lack there of. I'm not sure how long I'll be on since my computer is a dinosaur but feel free to ask questions or make requests.
  • Listening to: Spice Girls: Greatest Hits
  • Playing: Plants vs. Zombies
  • Eating: Unhealthy Fast Food
Wow. Hentai Foundry rejected my work. They gave me the whole deal about it not being up to their standards because of anatomy and such. It was old stuff but I didn't think I was THAT bad of an artist. The stuff was just over a year old. I feel awkward now. That was a pretty big blow to my ego.

I guess I can understand that they don't want anyone just dumping their stuff up there to maintain standards and such but still, I don't think my stuff was as horrible as some of the stuff I've seen on the site or even some older stuff I've put on the site. I dunno. I didn't wanna ask them because I'd come off as a douche-bag and I don't wanna do that so I'll just whine about it for a while like a spoiled brat while contemplating leaving the Internet (really just HF) forever.

Now here comes the tantrum.

HF ain't shit.

...and there it goes. I feel better now.
  • Listening to: Spice Girls: Greatest Hits
  • Playing: Plants vs. Zombies
  • Eating: Unhealthy Fast Food
So I vanished off the face of the planet and I haven't updated in forever and a day. That being said, I'm gonna make a pledge to update--no matter how lame it looks. Maybe I'll start feeling better about my delicious artworks.
  • Listening to: Glory of Love - Peter Cetera
  • Reading: Nana to Kaoru
  • Playing: Plants vs. Zombies
  • Eating: Something with Eggs
So I've been suffering off and on from toothaches for the past week or so. With me trippin' on Tylenol and screwdrivers, no work has been done while my sleep schedule is more disrupted than a hotel room belonging to Charlie Sheen. Still, I WILL power through this and produce more artwork...or die tryin'...scratch that. I won't die, I'll multiply...my artwork.
  • Listening to: Catharsis Garden - TЁЯRA
  • Reading: Aki-Sora
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIII
  • Eating: Ham Sammitches
  • Drinking: Pepsi Throwback
Waited for my final paycheck and nothing came. I set up direct deposit before quitting and all I have is a stub. I hope my money is not lost. I have to go there and see but I can't get into the building without a badge. I'll call but I have a feeling this is gonna be tough. I really need that money too.
  • Listening to: TreasureXStar - NAOKI & Ryu☆ fw.&amp
  • Reading: Blogs
  • Watching: Lewis Black's New Special
  • Playing: Dynasty Warriors 3
  • Eating: Leftovers
  • Drinking: Toronja
So I finally found a job and stuff so that's all fine and good. On top of that, I've gotten back into drawing. I'm on speaking terms with my mom again and I should be sleeping but for some reason I'm not sleepy. I actually just wanna draw all night but if I don't sleep I know I'll regret it because I'm going to the Irish festival in the morning. Feeling kinda meh about it but I was invited and somehow I guess I'm family. *shrug*. Besides, if they did go without me then I'd prolly get lonely and go anyway in hopes of meeting up with them.

...I should take an umbrella with me. Weather ticker says its gonna rain.
  • Listening to: Pure - Orgy
  • Reading: Nothin'
  • Watching: Stuff
  • Playing: Castlevania: SOTN
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Pepsi Throwback
So, I joined a forum a while back from the most famous anti-Twilight group on the internets and now I realize this place blows more than a $50 hooker at a bachelor party. Everyone has ridiculously large bookmarks with some anime character bashing Twilight or making smug comparisons of the book to other things. Personally, I wouldn’t care but when your bookmark takes up more than 15% of the page there’s a problem. I still don’t like Twilight but now it takes a lot of energy to hate it. You need to do research and read the book to find more points to bitch about and by this point the active haters have become as annoying as the obsessed fans.

Most of the writers are rewriting Twilight with their OC in place of Bella or making a big deal about insulting Twilight in their stories. My biggest gripe comes from their own characters. About 85% of these people’s original characters (don’t steal) are under 18 and nearly all of them are bisexual. I remember someone even had an outright rip-off of Revi from Black Lagoon but they made her a 16 year old half-black half Chinese bisexual assassin. I started to get the feeling most of these people were a little jealous they didn’t get their Mary Sues published or that people compared them to Twilight.

Bah, I drop in from time to time to make sure my own characters aren’t full of FAILAIDS but other than that, I’ve completely grown sick of the place. Everyone there is just a bunch of butthurt Gaiafags. I’m sick of Twilight and I’m sick of hating it. I’ll just go back to finding things easier to hate like the Jonas Brothers. I’ll never forgive them for fucking up that Stevie Wonder song, like they even know. Anyway, that’s enough of this bitchery.
  • Listening to: INFERNO - Caldera feat. Kanako Hoshino
  • Reading: Nothin'
  • Watching: Kampher
  • Playing: Puchi Puchi Virus
  • Eating: Leftovers
  • Drinking: Red Koolaid
After all the stuff I’ve been through, I decided to eat my insecurities and become a writer. Some money came in but it’s the middle of the month and the only request I’ve gotten are to write about a) stuff I have no clue about or b) illegal things. Now, I’m not picky and I can write about anything but when it comes to taking out your carpet or building a cabinet, I’m clueless and I think advising someone would be dangerous in all honesty.

I want to move out and I’d like to make money faster. Getting a regular job is an alternative but I don’t want to go back to commercialized retail. It ate at my sanity and sucked—especially around the holidays. I have low enough self-esteem. I don’t need some chunky soccer mom bitching at me because she dropped her camera in a toilet or something. Plus, I’d like to devote my time to cooking and cleaning for the holidays. Yay, panty-power.

I had a bad dream last night. I dreamed someone was spreading rumors about me while another person wrote horrible stuff about me in a newspaper. Then the Green Goblin tried to kill me, I turned into Naruto and teamed up with Batman to ask the characters from Street Fighter for sanctuary. Then I tried to by food and I found out someone stole my identity and ruined both my credit and reputation. The only person who could get to the bottom of it was Butters because he was the only one who could speak fluent Hawaiian.

…I’m never drinking a mojito again. Believe it.
  • Listening to: Virtual Insanity - Jamiroquai
  • Reading: Bluntman and Chronic #1
  • Watching: Kampher
  • Playing: Puchi Puchi Virus
  • Eating: Leftovers
  • Drinking: Red Koolaid
So my mom came home from church and I asked her where my PS2 was. She looked me dead in the face and said in the most flippant tone:

"I pawned it."

Flabbergasted, I asked her why. She told me in the same tone that she needed gas money. My boyfriend was pushed to his breaking point and confronted her, telling her that she stole from us. My mom said that she spoke to a lawyer and he told her that she could. In fact, this lawyer said that everything in the house belonged to her so she could sell it if she wanted to.

She then said that we stole from her because we weren't paying her bills, the bills that she neglected to pay. Shane got really pissed and started yelling at her. I started yelling at her too.

Sensing that she may have to face her actions, my mom announced that she was calling the police. She then dragged my 10 year old sister outside and held her close and started saying stuff to her. I don't know what she said but my sister was in tears by the time the cops did arrive.

So the cops were on their way and Shane attempted to talk to her and mom wasn't listening. She said that the line had been crossed and that there was nothing to be done.

So the cops arrived and no my mom is holding my crying sister like she's some kind of mother-figure. Trying to keep calm, me and Shane went out to face the music.

So my mom told the cops that Shane yelled at her and she she felt like he was going to STAB her. She then said that she had told us to pawn our stuff and we didn't (even though we sold our games) so she took the initiative and did so. She said that we stole from her because I traded in some games for my younger siblings and didn't ask for her permission. She then said that she had wanted us out in a month when we arrived and that she wanted us to sleep in separate beds and shit. She then said that she planned to buy the PS2 back. Something else she neglected to tell me.

We told the cops that we were already leaving and they were pretty much like, "Why are we here?" So they left and we waited for Shane's dad. I found out that my mom DIDN'T buy gas with the money. She bought fast food and a perm.

I'm glad I'm gone...
  • Listening to: Artificial Sweetener - No Doubt
  • Reading: Webcomics
  • Watching: Trueblood
  • Playing: inFAMOUS
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Beer
So, after kicking me out and selling our car, my mother demanded that we pawn our electronics (and give her ALL the money from it)--since she did. She forgot to mention that she was in this mess because she didn't go to fucking work. The other day, I found out from one of my sisters that she had been planning to pawn my PS2. I told her that it was modified so that was pointless. Then I pawned all my DS games and bought food for the house to help out. The kids ate it all in one day because they didn't like leftovers.

Anyway, this morning, she woke up early and shuffled my siblings off to church without so much as a word. I didn't think anything of it. Then Shane went downstairs and found my PS2 missing.

We planned to move out TONIGHT or at latest TOMMORROW MORNING.

Anyway, the whole thing didn't stop my mom. I can't call and confront her because she forgot to pay her phone bill and her phone is off.

I can't believe this shit. I'm just beyond myself with rage...also I found out that I have an ulcer now.
  • Listening to: Artificial Sweetener - No Doubt
  • Reading: Webcomics
  • Watching: Trueblood
  • Playing: inFAMOUS
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Juice
Today I woke up to see an envelope with nothing but my name written on it in my mother's handwriting. I opened it and read it. The letter said "You and Shane can not live here. I told you I will not be your welcome mat."

I remembered how relieved I felt when she offered me a place to stay. Now here I was being reminded that I had made a terrible mistake. Apparantly I had done something horrible to my mother for her to warrant this.

"I know you know I am not going to take care of a grown man." I knew that she wasn't going to take care of us. She wasn't even taking care of herself. She couldn't afford to.

"You are both wrong for me allowing you to stay here and you not contributing to the bills." First of all, she said not to pay any of the bills. She never told me how much her bills were and kept reminding me that I didn't need to pay her anything. Second, she makes twice as much money as me. If she actually WENT to work then she would be financially fine. But she didn't go to work and somehow that's her daughter's fault. She told me to focus on finding a place.

"You two litterally ran me into the ground. You can't stay anywhere without paying bills." I'm suprised I ran her lazy ass anywhere. She was the one who chose to miss work and now she's blaming us. I just started working again two weeks ago and my paycheck was for one week. My entire paycheck would barely be able to pay one of her bills since she had stopped paying them for a couple of months.

"You even drive the car and never payed the car note." First off, she was the one who decided to get a second car. Second, she was the one who told the dealership to just take it instead of giving us the number so that we could take over the other car.

"Everything, I have I worked and payed for. Now I'm about to lose a lot." My mother is about to lose a lot because she didn't go to fucking work and now she has no fucking money but somehow this is my fault...after I gave her $50 dollars and shit.

"You two must go when I told you or I'm forced to get a court order. I mean it !!. I told you to leave in 30 days as of May, 29 2009." I got the letter this morning.

Well, Shane and I are not married and we are keeping my mother from getting blessed because she is a "holiness" (her words, not mine). Despite the fact that she invited us. Despite the fact that we bought essencials for the house and helped her clean it (since she never did). All that shit is meaningless. I was nice, respectful and everything. So was Shane, though my mom was suddenly convinced that he was trying to undermine her authority.

...I think...I don't think my mom cares about me...at all...Fuck, this is making me cry now...

So tell me, what did I do? Be honest, what did I do to merit this?
  • Listening to: Today- Smashing Pumpkins
  • Reading: Webcomics
  • Watching: Trueblood
  • Playing: inFAMOUS
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Juice
!!!STRONG LANGUAGE AND SUBJECT AHOY!!!!

Being a marital-arts/Tarantino buff this hit me a little harder. When I first heard the news, I was shocked...then I gradually heard more details about the whole thing. First, I heard that he was found hanging and bound. Then I heard that it wasn't suicide. Then I heard that it was. Only last night did I hear the unfiltered truth from my mom of all people.

...Apparantly, Bill died from autoerotic asphyxiation. His lawyer said that he was killed because he was getting the drop on underground martial arts tournaments. The evidence says otherwise. On top of that, two of his ex-wives testified to him indulging in violent and deviant sexual activities including incest. All of my thoughts about Carridine were flipped-turned-upside-down at that very moment and I came to one conclusion:

Even at the ripe old age of 70, David Carradine is a kinky mother-fucker (prolly literally...)

I hate to see how they're gonna find Tarantino's corpse...>_>
  • Listening to: Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni- Eiko Shimamiya
  • Reading: Webcomics
  • Watching: Trueblood
  • Playing: Rhythm Heaven
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Juice
Now that I've gotten settled, all that's left is for me to sit and wait for my transfer to go through...which hasn't happened yet because the managers decided to take their sweet time even though I notified them in andvance and--enough of that, that's for an entire post on it's own.

With all my new found free time, I reintroduced myself to the wonders of cable and the fount of partial nudity known as HBO. I had heard a lot about TrueBlood. When I was working, the season 1 box-set flew off the shelves. So I got to watch it because HBO was kind enough to re-air everything and I was too lazy to steal it off the internets [Higurashi Kai on the other hand...>_>].

The show isn't too bad. We're treated to southern vampires and the main character can read minds because she's part elf. She has a brother who gets high off vampire blood and is being led down a dangerous downward spiral by his hippy girlfriend. Her boss can change into a dog and her abrasive best-friend may or may not be possessed by a demon...oh and her vampire boyfriend plays Wii Golf.

Everything is a little over the top but at least the vampires don't sparkle. Oh and there is lots and lots of male nudity. I've never seen so many naked man butts in a show before. I was kinda impressed though my boyfrend felt awkward. I wasn't impressed with the asses, I was impressed with the fact that the male/female n00dz were in equal amounts which I find rare. Also, now I know what Anna Paquin's tittays look like.

I'm gonna keep watching until this show does something that pisses me off. The main character is catching a swift case of the stupids but I think the first season's almost over. The second season's coming soon. Meh, whatevs.
  • Listening to: Get Along With You - Kelis
  • Reading: Webcomics
  • Watching: Trueblood
  • Playing: Rhythem Heaven
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Juice