Shop Forum More Submit  Join Login
[VENT.......IGNORE IF YOU MUST]




I try my best and my best is never good enough for anyone.

Everything I do is wrong. Every last little decision I make is the wrong one.

I try my hardest, but the world thinks I'm not trying at all. That I'm lazy. Just making excuses to get out of work. That I had chosen to just give up and not try at all. That I fucked myself over.

My life has been uprooted and flipped on its head and trampled, but the world is too blind to see that. Just because I'm not exactly what the world wants, I'm considered worthless.

I'm lonely, but you can't see. I'm always the friend of the friend. I try to love myself, but when I do, nobody else does. I'm small, fat, disgusting, annoying, and a lazy, worthless waist of a life to the world, but to me I'm a work in progress. I'm getting better. Better than the world. Yet all the world sees is nothing.

Devious Comments

:iconshenree:
Shenree Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Meh, who cares about what the world thinks. You are not worhless. And if you feel like getting better, just keep going ;) I hope someday you will tell yourself that you are ok.
Reply
:icontesttobepossessed14:
TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you
Reply
Add a Comment: