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I'm so fucking pissed off rn. All I wanted was a quiet night with my mom, but NOPE. My mom decided to have a party tonight and watch Stranger Things all night. My brother is being a whiny little bitch which is pissing me off. My dog is losing his shit because there are people over, that's driving me up the fucking wall. My mom's friends are being loud and obnoxious and that's making me mad. I'm tired, I want to sleep, I want to shower, I want to have one last quality weekend with my mom before I have to move of state, which I'm not looking forward to. All the stress and anxiety from everything that's been happening is driving me insane and nobody gives two flying fucks, they just want me to shut my fucking mouth. I just want to curl up in a quiet, dark corner in my house and cry, but there's no quiet, dark corner for me to cry in in the first place cuz my brother took over my bedroom and I now have to sleep in the living room on the couch. I want some alone time, but that's impossible rn unless I wanna freeze my ass off outside. I cant even draw to calm myself down. I don't know what to do. I can't text my friends cuz you know damn well they'll just tell me to shut up and then they'll laugh cuz they're not even my friends, just people who like to judge every little fucking thing I do. Everytime I do anything I can hear them judging me. Help. I can't fucking calm down.

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RedtheSinopa Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017  Student General Artist
Talk to your mom about it.
Tell her you want to spend time with her, before you meet a crossroads.
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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Idk
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RedtheSinopa Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2017  Student General Artist
What you do is up to you.
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JinxyBeats Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Student Artist
Dude I'd go over and hug you if I could. Maybe see if you can go for a short walk? Bundle up of course but walking can help.
Do you have any earbuds? And maybe (sounds odd but I do it sometimes) hide in a closet? For alone time? Hell I'd keep you company rn if I could in person so you can cool down and vent. If you want a good friend I'm always open, just note me anytime ❤ if I had an actual phone rn I'd give you my number, I haven't made my payment and I just quit my job due to high school being an ass.
With the friend thing, drop them. It's honestly not worth it. It's not healthy having those kind of people in your life. When you go to school look for someone you don't often talk to and seem nice, who knows.
I really hope things calm down for you within a couple of hours
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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks
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