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I lied by TestToBePossessed14 I lied by TestToBePossessed14
Remember when I said I was okay? Mom? Dad? I lied to you. I lied when I said everything was fine. That I was fine. I laugh and smile and joke when you're around, but I tear myself apart when you're not. I never told you what was really going. I cut my wrists and hid them from you. Everytime I cried, I'd cry silently so you wouldn't hear. I've thought of death many times and never told you. All the bullying, heartbeat, ruined friendships, fights, arguments and awful moment: I never told you a word. I've been through counseling and tough conversations and never even mentioned it to you. I've been scared to say anything because I knew you wouldn't take me seriously. You'd blame it on me growing up, being a teenager, or overreacting. I cant trust you. I'm sorry I never told you. It's too late now. I can't tell you now. I'm sorry.
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BrokenWingsOfLight Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If you are feeling this way, maybe you should contact someone to help 
cope with your emotions. suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

You shouldn't have to hurt yourself...especially if you are feeling like 
nothing is going well for you,
you don't have to fight this alone. 
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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ok
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youwillriseproject Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017
This piece would be perfect for our anti-bullying project -- an online gallery for artists who explore the theme of bullying in their work. It's called the You Will Rise Project. Check it out here: http://youwillriseproject.com and read the "Submit Work" section to read how to share your work on our site. Thanks!

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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ok
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Ecodragon2003 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I get how you feel
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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks
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Ecodragon2003 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem. I know how hard it is to say "I'm not okay" but it does get better. Trust me.
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TestToBePossessed14 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Mhm
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