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I again think about suicideI again think about suicide.I was on the verge then - but I was helped by comments.
I don't know, why I writing this.
for almost a month now, how did I stop create my arts.
I feel senselessness of my life.
I don't know, can I again create and draw my arts.
I think, even this journal entry don't help me.
I think, that no aid would not help me.
Now I can not fall asleep, and writing this post.
Today I again draw map, but later I feel myself very bad.
I don't know, why I draw my maps and my arts - I think they are very bad.
Why they are bad - because they will not bring me money for my life.
But, I can not communicate with people and afraid of other people.
I can not communicate on the mobile - I shudder, when my mobile is ringing.
I'm very scared of people((
I recently deleted myself from Amino, from Discord and from Scype.
I don't think, that communication with someone will raise my spirits.
I'm very tired of my bad mood and don't think, that to me communication somehow will help.
when I tried to sleep,