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NowI'mNeverGonnaGetYouBack
I was staring at a screen in my apartment all alone
Not a knock at the door or a ring from a phone
When I felt a feeling over my right shoulder,
reminiscent of the beginning, now getting older
And it made me think of you my dear,
the only one I've known to be so close, so near
And that is why I write here what I lack,
'cause now I'm never gonna get you back.
I looked out my window into the frozen white streets,
watching the curiousities of people as they meet
They dance and turn around each other too,
just like this dance that I watch you do
No, no you don't dance with me anymore
I'm an asshole, a liar, a cheater, a bore
So now I just cry, and cough, and hack,
'cause now I'm never gonna get you back.
Could you ever learn to forgive?
Or is this just my punishment to live?
Could you ever learn to forget?
Because you're killing me with all this regret.
Well now we're still "friends", we're still hanging out,
but you don't look at me the same, don't notice when I pout
I still take you plac
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Literature
A Disappearing Act
They make you feel alive
They make you feel dead
They prove that love is just all in your head
They make you feel alive
They make you feel dead
They prove that it all means nothing in the end
Seeing right past you
looking right through you
but not caring what's really inside
A disappearing act!
A disappearing act!
When they just let go
when you're left alone
you fade away from their mind
A disappearing act!
A disappearing act!
Without their arms to hold you
without their love to mold you
you fade, fade away into nothing
A disappearing act...
They make you feel purposeless
They make you feel contrived
They prove that love will not keep you alive
They make you feel purposeless
They make you feel contrived
They prove that it takes more than this to survive
Finding someone new
forgetting all about you
but swearing it will never happen
A disappearing act!
A disappearing act!
Throwing it all away
saving for a fictive day
as you fade away from them again
A disappearing act!
A disappearing act
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Introspective by Tatsuaki Introspective :icontatsuaki:Tatsuaki 1 5
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Nothing Left to Defend :icontatsuaki:Tatsuaki 2 6
Literature
You've got a way
You've got a way
of just throwing things away
when they're just getting good
You never do just what you should
You've got a way
of just giving yourself away
to all this running under lies
Can you even look me in the eyes?
But I guess I'm not
just any guy
I guess I'm not
the typical kind
and I bet,
I bet you never expected me to last this long,
to care this long,
to hold on this long,
to write this song,
to feel this strong
I bet you never
You've got a way
of getting through each day
just ignoring all this mess,
you never get it off your chest
You've got a way
of just shutting things away
Never admitting to whats true
Do you even know my eyes are blue?
But I guess I'm not
just any guy
I guess I'm not
the typical kind
And i bet,
I bet you never expected me to last this long,
to care this long,
to hold on this long,
to write this song,
to feel this strong,
I bet you never
I bet you never
Stop missing me
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Literature
Won't be me
Tears come only so long
before bitter anger
You treat me these days
like some kind of stranger
How much longer can this last?
I know you'd be sad
if I'd just up and leave
Especially with how
your heart's right on your sleeve
How much longer can this last?
Who will give in first?
Won't be me
Won't be me
Won't be me that's falling
all over myself
Won't be me
Won't be me, baby
Won't be me that's crying
alone by myself
You did what you did
expecting no consequences
Hiding your lies
behind silent picket fences
You won't say a word
But I know it all still
Such a hollow facade
It almost gives me chills
How much longer can this last?
Who will give in first?
Won't be me
Won't be me
Won't be me that's falling
all over my words
Won't be me
Won't be me, baby
Won't be that's dying
alone by myself
You can't hide one lie with another,
not when I've already exposed the cover
How much longer can this last?
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If Only You'd Let Me :icontatsuaki:Tatsuaki 0 5
Literature
You've Been Here All Along
Isn't it amazing?
How the most masochist, self-destructive tendencies
can hide away in the deepest, darkest parts of your mind,
only to sneak up behind
you when you're 3 years older,
jaded and colder
I thought you were gone,
but I guess you were here all along
I thought you were gone,
but I guess you never really left at all
Isn't it a little crazy?
The way you think you've got everything
Until you lose one thing that matters most,
and suddenly you're a wandering ghost
with nowhere to hide but pain
Am I really doing this again?
I thought you were gone,
but I guess you were here all along
I thought you were gone,
but I guess you never really left at all
Never really left at all
Never really left at all
Never really left at all
Isn't it a little trying
when that one person ends up lying,
about everything that happened till now?
You'll never understand how
the last time this happened,
I looked like a holocaust victim
I thought you were gone,
but I guess you were here all along
I thought y
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You're Nothing :icontatsuaki:Tatsuaki 1 0
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Literature
Never Expected A Thing
So now you'll never talk to me again,
or at least thats what you said
To be honest I hope you lied
I'm sitting here without you today
I never realised it was true
Listening to that song you always played
does nothing but remind me of you
I never thought it would feel like this
Never so much more than a friend
I've lost someone I never knew I'd miss
You're all I can think about in the end
So now you're over and done with me,
or at least thats what you said
To be honest I really hope you lied
I never thought I'd hear you say those things
I never expected the cold feeling it would bring
I never expected a thing
I never expected a thing
Why am I sitting here writing this heartache song?
Its different now that you've gone and done it
You're not someone I thought I'd miss for long
But it's impossible to deny a feeling so strong
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Let Go of Yourself :icontatsuaki:Tatsuaki 0 0
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Literature
Am I The Only One?
You say the makeup on your eyes
is what really makes them shine
But they're hit by golden sunlight
and my gaze is lost in time
Am I the only one who sees?
Why we live on in this fallacy
is nothing but a mystery
Even if we try to escape this history
There's no way out but mindless debauchery
Am I the only one who needs?
So you say
there's just no way
today
And I say
there's got to be a way
It's on your face
Never ending, condescending
the words you're sending
Cold and empty, so unneeding
and you will never see this bleeding
Endless yearning for what is lost
Life is easy aside from the cost
So many paths and lines to cross
what dreams have we yet to exhaust?
Am I the only one who bleeds?
Our place is pointless in this world
Your beauty comes all unfurled
but no one cares, you're just a girl
No one but me, but your sight is blurred
Am I the only one who sees?
So you say
there's just no way
for me
And I say
there's got to be a way
Our heart's are just astray
Never ending, condescending
the
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Tatsuaki
Jake
Artist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Wausau, Wisconsin, USA
Favourite genre of music: Hardcore, Metal, Grind, Indie, Alternative, J-rock, Classical, Reggae x]
Favourite photographer: Brooke :]
Operating System: Windows XP Professional
Personal Quote: "If two people love each other, there can be no happy end to it." -Ernest Hemingway
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I haven't hadly updated this page in awhile, once again.  But let me just say, life as of late (meaning, the last few months) has been one giant drama-fest.  I'm talking like, daily emotional rollercoaster.  Yeah.  So needless to say I've been feeling far too neurotic and depressed to really do anything worth mentioning.

But!  I met a new girl who gave me a new perspective on things, AND I got a new job!  I'm going to meet with my new boss in about an hour.  So yeah, suddenly life isn't so bad.

But I thought I should update this thing just for the hell of it.


So who else thinks it would be super fun to make like a Pillows-esque rock band?  I mean, maybe I'm just a nerd like that, but being in Death Metal/Hardcore bands all the time gets a little old after awhile.  I want to explore more as an artist and try something new.  And I love the Pillows.  

I'll probably never find anyone (especially around here) with the musical talent or the Pillows-love that I have to actually make a band like that, but I would definitely be up for it.  :]
  • Listening to: The Pillows - Native World

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MusicofZeNight Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2007
I usually don't comment people and just lurk around lol, but I LOVE your writings...it's hard for me to find any that I can feel on here. Many kudos to you :)
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QwithoutaU Featured By Owner May 29, 2006
Where have I been? I've been watching you awhile, yes....but I guess I havent been keeping up. I've rediscovered your work, and am reminded at why I fell in love with your lyrical poetry in the first place. Well done. I'm excited to see more.

-Vanessa

Yay, WI!
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Tatsuaki Featured By Owner May 31, 2006   Writer
Hehe, well it's good to know people are reading my stuff. As much as I usually just treat this site a personal archive, since the number of people who tend to read it are few, it is nice once in awhile to be noticed.

And I'm really glad you like my work that much. It really makes me happy to know that people like it.

Hahaha, yay WI, huh? You a Wisconsinite, too? I hate it here. x]
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QwithoutaU Featured By Owner May 31, 2006
WI is far better than MN....Where I'm from. A true Minnesotanite. It's lame here too.

I think I'm drawn to your lyrical stylings as they are very similar to my own. I'll be happy to continue to spread the word about your page, as well. You really do seem to have a lot going for you, and as far as personal archives go, I understand that one. The readers and commenters...those are a plus.

:0)

Hope to read more soon.

Keep in touch!

Weet.

-Vanessa
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Tatsuaki Featured By Owner May 31, 2006   Writer
Oh, I see. MN doesn't seem like too bad of a place, but then again the only part I've actually been to is Minneapolis. And I was only there once for a concert. And once when I was pretty young when I went to MOA. WI is pretty boring, but then again I suppose it's all a matter of perspective. I do have some good times here.

I see. Yeah, there are some similarities. I like what I've read of yours too. Sorry I don't comment or anything, I'm really no on DA much anymore besides to post something on occasion. The last few days are an exception. A lot going for me, you say? Hmm. I guess I never really took myself that seriously, but maybe I should for once. Thanks though, I'm glad you think so. :]
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memoriesinthestars Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2006
heey...whats up? =X been ages since i've heard anything from ya..how goes it?
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Tatsuaki Featured By Owner May 29, 2006   Writer
Hey. :] Yeah, it's been ages since I've been on DA. Life's been uneventful for quite some time and not really worth writing about. Until now. Hehe.
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