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Identity Spectrum meme thingie by TappaaKissan Identity Spectrum meme thingie :icontappaakissan:TappaaKissan 4 1
I can say that I stopped caring.
I can say it doesn't hurt.
I can say it was all an act.
I can pretend that I don't see you there.
I can act like you never influenced my life.
I can say you never touched that part of me.
I can say that it meant nothing.
You'd just call me a liar.
You'd probably be right.
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Strength is...
Strength is not the lack of tears,
Strength is knowing when to cry them.
Strength is not the first or final blow,
Strength is knowing when to make them.
Strength is not the knowledge of pure power,
Strength is knowing when to use it.
Strength is not the lack of being wrong.
Strength is accepting we're all human.
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Speak No Evil
Once there was a girl
A girl with a head full of fluff and curl
A pretty girl, a wild little thing
She thought of nothing but to dance and to sing
Once there was a girl
A girl who a man took for a little twirl
"I love only you!" she said as she smiled
That pretty girl, so pretty and wild
Once there was a boy
A girl used him for a toy
"I love only you!"
And she bid him adieu
But see here was then problem, here was the strife
The first boy she loved had made her his wife
Once there was a girl, full of fluff and curl
She ended up being a naughty playgirl
The husband took his wife, who he used to adore
And now the girl's tongue speaks evil no more
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That's nice
I harbored my feelings for so, so long
And as I held them close to my heart she was always there
Smiling at me, comforting me, holding me and telling me "It'll be okay"
And so finally I offered her my feeling
The little gem I had been nurturing so deep inside, I offered it to her
And she patted me on the head, and she told me "That's nice"
But I did not let my feeling shatter, because I knew them to be true
And I stayed strong, and I was strong
So time went on as time often does
And as she smiled at me I smiled back at her, and as her heart broke I told her "It'll be okay"
When the time came again I offered her my feelings once more
And it was no longer a little gem, it was a large jewel fit for the queen that she was
She looked at it, at first amazed
And she patted me on my hand, and she told me "How cute"
Time went on, our worlds grew apart
And my jewel of love grew to cold and stone
But one day fate seemed to smile on me, for there was my queen
And I knelt before her as any good kni
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See Me
Why is it that you can't see me?
Do I not shine bright enough? Am I not high enough in the sky?
How high is high enough?
Do I have to climb trees? Do I have to scale mountains?
What do I have to do to get your attention?
Do I have to yell? Do I have to scream?
Or do I have to sit quietly and wait for you to come to me?
Do I have to look up at you, shyly, and smile? Smile even though I am crying on the inside?
What do I have to do to get you to see me?
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Change the World
If I could change the world, would I do it?
If I could change the world,  
I would get rid of all hate
I would make it so that people would just stop the fighting
I would make it so that children could play in parks and be safe
If I could change the world,
I could save our environments
I could bring us out of debt
I could save everyone.
If I could change the world, I might have
If I could change the world now, I wouldn't
I'll wait until the world deserves to be saved.
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Alight with a fire
That does not burn
Before it falls into the darkness
Of a night that is not feared
But there is no snow
Decorating the ground
A time of togetherness
And families filled with love
At least that's how it's sold to us
On thin little postcards
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Butterfly over my Shoulder by TappaaKissan Butterfly over my Shoulder :icontappaakissan:TappaaKissan 3 9
The Effect, The Reason
The embarrassment, the shame, the fear that it would happen again. The deep rooted depression from knowing that it could happen again and that if it did it was completely deserved. Feelings of complete and utter worthlessness do not just disappear so matter how long you try, they always remain. Knowing full well that any happiness you find is stolen from someone else and that in time it shall be ripped from you and you will be forced to accept your punishment for taking it. You know you're filth; worse than filth, so all you can do is bow your head and accept it. Even if you once thought that you were better, that maybe you were worth something, it is soon brought to your attention that it would be best to remove such horribly lies from your head.
The funny thing about really is that you don't accept it because you truly believe it; you accept it because it is the only way for your brain to wrap around the concept of such horrible treatment. Because if it is not deserved then why is it
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Silence, Noise
Over the years I have learned when to be silent, and when to make noise.
My heart can be breaking into smaller and smaller pieces, my self-esteem crushed under the heavy weight of cruel words.
And you won't see anything but the top of my head, occasionally a slight quivering down my back, but that's all.
You won't notice that my eyes are staring down at Hell, where my soul will most likely go, as Angels poke and prod at me with their condemnation.
You won't see the waterfalls that I create, the natural wonders of my eyes as they empty themselves of useless emotion.
You won't even hear a thing, with my teeth shut like a vice and my lips set in a firm line.
You'll only see a person being shamed and quietly accepting of their verbal punishment.
You'll never see the slow destruction of a human being, the cracking and shattering of one's will to live.
You'd never really suspect that, when I do open my mouth, the sounds are forced out of my body with every ounce of my being.
You assume that
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Hisoka Kiyoshi
Artist | Literature
United States
hello hello hello~

I am TappaaKissan, also known as Apos, or Alice so some, but elsewhere on the internet I am known as KouyouKai Takashima. I'm turning twenty-one this year and am trying to better myself as a writer! I want to write awesome books, darn it! DX I also draw from time to time, when the mood strikes.

Current Residence: Silent Hill
deviantWEAR sizing preference: You do not want to buy me clothes, why do you ask this?
Favourite genre of music: If I can flail around with glowsticks to it I like it
Favourite photographer: Ruben Brown rocks my socks off <3
Favourite style of art: I liek pretty things. Like men. Pretty men. In dresses. = w=b
Operating System: Insanity <3
Shell of choice: I still prefer Reflect, kthx.
Wallpaper of choice: Sir Rosiel <3
Skin of choice: my boyfriends = q=
Personal Quote: "Whom God would Destory, He first sends Mad."
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Kay, so I got my new dA account up, here:

I shall be deleting things from this account and moving them over, and then I will be deactivating this one.


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winona-adamon Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on Catacombes Paris III [link] :)
Tamazaki5 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fav! :D
TappaaKissan Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2011   Writer
You're very welcome.
Crusader90 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2011
Thank you for the favs and for the watch
Shallon4000 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2010
Happy Holiday greetings friend. :#1:
TappaaKissan Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2011   Writer
Happy holiday greetings to you too!
Interfection Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
fashionplate Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010
thank u once again for the fav:)
Sorina-chan Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010   Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: ! =)
Celebel-Quettandil Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav on For a while.
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