Hello everyone. I know I've mostly been well..dead! As of late. I guess this is typical at this point since I basically live at my job and if I'm not working I'm with my horse or running errands...for my horse. seriously, my life revolves around the creature!
I continually fail at trying to create a 'social' life, perhaps it's just too late at this point. Computer friends.....! -clings to computer pals legs-
Annyywayys, sort of drifting off topic. AHEM HEM HEM!
Working retail preps you for Christmas by early OCT if not SEPT. So with that said, I must say that I'm also preparing for Christmas gifties! So if you want to swich-a-roo some artsies or something along the lines please let me know. If you want to mail me something, (and in return I mail you something) please note me for further details. Really I don't have any great details but if you're thinking of drawing for meeeeeeeeee... please note me your preferred style choice and art that you like to do (Animals, humans, fantasy..etc.) and I'll send you many a reference, I'm just low on time to post them all here as of now. (This may, or may not be edited.)
Also, my fursona needs a re-vamp super major. As much as I love my wolfy-sona I just simply need a change of species and color choice. I don't think I have the creative mind for such a change. I need your help internet! If you're up for the task in return I could pay you a small lumpsome of cash through via paypal, or perhaps do an art trade. (When I say small, I mean.. $10 dollars or so. Holding a tight budget atm!)
I'm looking for really something I suppose different? Preferred more small creatures than large.
Cat, bird, jackalope... something...critter..like. >.<" Betta..fish? =3
If it helps my personality is something along... Introverted, Warm and loyal to friends, Not shy but untrusting of new human creatures yet desperate to make friends. =3 -rambling-
Also, no pink.. never trusted such a color.
...If I don't use it as my fursona please take no offense. . . just have fun with it!
If anyone is still reading this journal than I'll give a minor update on el life!
I am busily working at my job. The hours are really frustrating but the people I work with for the most part are very friendly and make the job worth it. Working retail is a lil' ruff around the holidays, not going to lie. People tend to get a bit more..how to say..nippy? Remember retail workers are humans too! If you say thank you, you'll be treated like a king! Seriously, whenever I meet a nice customer I want to give them the best experience possible.
As for normal life, I have very little of a social life and very lost as to 'what' I even am. I'm having a major identity crisis and really split on what I truly want. It's hard to tell what's right or wrong in this situation and in a sense I want some guidance, but I also feel like I need to find 'me' by myself. Honestly, I feel like I'm in highschool again admitting this xD! But with my lifestyle and the lifestyle I desire is really butting heads and it's not an easy 'I feel this way!' so I'll 'be this way!' sort of thing.. or at least so it feels. Yeah, I'm going through some minor depression over the whole situation.
ERF! Enough sad-mojo-spill. I'm also studying Japanese and becoming quite decent at it... I hope to use it some point in the future for perhaps a career or something along the lines!
Takai signing out! -wooosh-