Tired
How long did I sleep?
went to bed at 2
woke at 10
8 no ~9 hours
It was 10:42
plenty of sleep
more than usual
maybe a cat nap
~15 minutes should do
…
Still tired
woke 2 hours late
The nap was a joke
I’ll never sleep tonight
and tomorrow
I have to wake
extra early
Tired
weak and weary
borderline suicidal
my dreams escape me
my days wear on me
people are exhausting
the lights are burning my eyes
It’s harder to think
It’s harder to escape
It feels like…
I’m waiting for my demise
Tired
so tired
bone and brain
and yet
there is this energy
deep inside
locked away
It makes me want to run,
climb, hunt, a
Tired.
tired
I’m so very tired.
Everything hurts.
Everything is exhausting.
tired
my body is tired
i can’t move my muscles
I’m too tired to get out of bed.
Eating is exhausting.
If I stopped,
How long before my body wasted away,
eating itself,
trying to supply enough energy
so that I may simply
be.
But ‘simply being’ is tiring too.
tired
I’m so tired.
I want to sleep
And never awake.
~M