Looking back, I can't recall when things were enough
And that in itself is a sobering realization
There's always been just one more step to take
Yet another thing to go out and accomplish
This isn't to say one shouldn't take steps forward
But I've been so wrapped up in what I haven't done
In who I'm not, in what I haven't acquired
Why did I learn to perceive this way
How can I love myself yet reinforce this inadequacy
When did this endless loop of reaching begin
Wading into it wasn't a conscious decision
That being said, I've been stuck in it all the same
Over the millennia humanity has evolved and adapted
With all that I still can't mea
Sonder
It’s only every so often
When I open my ears and count
The eyes looking back at their
Audience, each checking to see
Who’s wearing what
Who’s dating whom
And who else is counting.
It’s only every so often
When I close my back,
Stretch my neck out and
Think about how
I woke up on time
I got that promotion
And when will I find love?
It’s only today I realized
When I open my eyes and
Blink, There’s someone
Staring at me, head raised,
Back straight
Ears opened
Eyes blinking,
It’s only today I opened
Another person’s head
And saw a wide-eyed
Curious face looking back.
Mind full of question