Suffering in the rain, while dancing under the stars.
I know light will break through;
that light will cast a shadow,
but shadows give shade on a hot summer day,
so I'll stand in that light and let the shadows fall.
Love in the light and love in the dark,
knowing both will come and go.
The little stars twinkling in the sky,
reminding me how alone we are
in this cold, vast ocean
makes love harder in darkness and light,
knowing forever isn't coming
and now is all we have—now is everything we have,
and in the presence of now, I don't feel so alone.
Rain pours and stars shine, as Now wraps a scarf around my neck,
and in the midst of suffering, we dance on together.
A sorry caution
"Sorry" can be overused,
lose its meaning.
Be abused.
Not said with real and true intention.
As if just mumbled in passing mention.
Not honestly felt
and with heart.
When excuse-invention,
is the art.
Yet a sorrow show of regret
and meaningful apology,
can also sound and receive
like marvellous melody.
Ease the pain and not in vain.
Make close again friends, and make amends.
It is in that sense like a flame or flare,
caution, please: handle with care.
Updated, Edited and written by Piezometric Poetry on 09-06-2023
Poem artwork
Like a flower
The petals close shut
Words get lost in mud
Wonder can be found in stars
With eyes closed, open heart
Flower bud
Fallen to the ground with a thud
Frozen in time
Where is your mind?
The mundane in the divine?
With a little chamomile and thyme
I'll join your limbs with mine
You cannot rewind time
But maybe that's just fine
The wound abides, heart resides
Your worry is mine, glistening sentient
Your colours I will complement
What is it like to sleep awake for a hundred years?
Body clothed in tissue of tears
Head full of thousands of fears
You must feel like a butterfly touched by human hands.
Mouth tastes death,
Soul filled with wrath
There's always another path
Behind thousands of fears
Behind a tissue of tears
Upon a blushed dawn
Scars are broken open
The wound is bleeding oceans
Weak body, eyes slowly open
A sun, a flower opening up
I think I can imagine trust.
I'm willing to pay what it costs.
Like a flower with its petals torn off
I'll grow through tar and
I found myself after by MineralAccident, literature
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I found myself after
I'm no one now.
I found myself after
being awful enough,
after leaving enough messages to beg,
after making sure they had found my body -
I'm no one now.
I found myself after
being burned and set alight,
after not eating enough,
after being hit by a truck.
I found myself,
stepping out and facing a world
I never wanted to see.
with some comfort in my heart
they asked me what I wanted to do,
and I said
I want to feel
in a world I was never meant for.
I want to be the one to put myself in their shoes,
to look through their eyes -
the cold that this life leaves us
is an empty bookshelf
I never wanted to see.
having been broken,
after not looking at the shape
of the hole in me,
I found myself -
spinning in my own blood,
feeling alone on a street.
the music finally left
as I tried to make sense of what
was happening,
and I found myself
in a room full of ashes,
being put back together
without them,
and recognizing that I was never alone
when I should have
i. we dance on the corpses of yesterday
like scavenger birds, picking the bloodied morsels
and tearing the pain of the past out of them.
ii. you told me. that. my darkness is beautiful
my scattered moods, my black soul and my starless heart
I wanted to hungrily drink the words from your lips
like I drink liquid spine of my witchborn gods.
iii. cloudy shade above us
sparkly night in our veins
like made of black diamonds and dripping briars.
iv. how often i climb on this mountain
to see my sins under its feet
and you, ignoring them, seeing only the glossy peak.
v. I called for spring; lush and dangerous
with storms washing my spirit with healing waves
it really came, like pleasure from millions strokes
applied where I feel most.
No, I’ll never go back.
All I had and was is gone.
I’m left with what I lack.
When I stare up
into the sky,
the stars,
they all look worthless
and the moon
reminds me of the times…
So similar to how
it used to look
when I was whole.
A world away,
when I still had
some semblance
of control.
I let go of you today
our memories in the form of seeds
I gave them to the birds at the lake
to nourish them
like they once nourished me.
I tossed handfuls to the magpies
who perched in the trees
waiting for me to walk away
- and I did.
I gave some to the swan
like the one that we fed
back in Iceland.
The gulls came and called
for the others.
Ducks swam over and
quacked happily.
A hooded crow joined and
stared at me. I had
no more food left
to give, but
he found some I had tossed on the ground.
They´re still eating, those birds.
Picking up the remnants of what I held onto.
They will carry our memories
far away from here,
and I will sit near the
still water.
I was born with a silver tongue,
Copper eyes and a gold heart.
A grain of salt in my head and skin of obsidian.
The silver has tarnished,
But it stays slick with lies told ,
And untold.
And retold.
My lips seem bruised and discolored,
poisoned by the silver within.
The copper has oxidized,
Turning blues and greens under the force of the salt water of my tears.
And all the strife they have seen.
The golden heart starts soft and pure
Shining in the sunlight.
But it is soft. Malleable
All too soon it is dented.
And pieces taken.
It is better known as Fool's Gold,
When it glints in the light to attract another.
The grain of salt becomes a pearl that is my brain.
Over time it shall mold
Rolled within my cavity, an irritant until it is beholden
as some fantastic beauty of nature.
My skin is obsidian. Beautiful and Smooth
Shattering off with any amount of force,
Sharply cutting to those that try to touch me wrong.
I am a treasure trove,
Of precious metals and beautiful things.
I may
When my soul shall fade in the dark,
I wish for you not to grieve but to remember,
of the memories we share,
of the moments we smiled and when we laughed.
Hold my hand and let your tears flow,
not because it is over but because it happened.
Aim higher than we aimed for the dreams we shared,
stand stronger than we stood when we protected each other.
This is not the end of your journey, this is just my destiny.
You are destined to aim for the stars and beyond,
so please, darling, remember me for eternity.
This is my manifesto, my final wish, my good goodbye.
"I don't want to be alone."
Would it have changed anything if I actually said it out loud?
You knew how loud my thoughts were.
You knew how heavy it all was to me.
You knew it was hard for me to be...myself.
You knew why and how...
You knew I never said these things out loud. Why didn't you read?
You didn't read and I never said these things to you.
Out of fear?
No.
Out of knowledge that you, too, are temporary.
And you proved it just the right way.
I needed you to hear my soul the way I heard yours.
I needed you to read my thoughts the way I read yours.
But I knew you wouldn't be able to because you aren't me and you never will be.
You're not even yourself anymore.
You're a stranger.
How could you ever read me after all?
I.L.
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Letters to Strength by myriadwhitedarkness, literature
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Letters to Strength
I lost you somewhere,
or perhaps a part of you,
in the act of incorporating,
different threads into,
the tapestry we have,
worked to form,
from this part of life.
I don't always know what to do,
with this new, soft,
sectional portion of me;
the fear that simmers,
beneath the otherwise,
calm veneer feels,
so wide and uninhibited.
There's nothing bad about it,
it's different, and I struggle with change.
It's easy for it, to overtake your silent,
solid, immovability;
your monolithic partition,
the veil of mountains that shrouds,
the romantic inside us,
that just wants to love.
But I need your careful,
self-conscientious spirit,
to find balance between,
a blind vault straight into the Heavens,
and an anchorless plunge,
straight into the Abyss.
I will find you again,
when I sit down today and,
let the worlds that slip,
from my fingers into ink,
and onto paper.
I will find you again,
in the solitude of the breath,
between my heartbeats.
I will find you again, in me.