Kankri could not deny the fact that he was in love with you. You didn’t seem to have a clue, however, which meant that he would have to just tell you himself. He tried to make things more and more obvious, but you never seemed to get the subtle hints. He didn’t want to just be ‘out there’ about it, he would rather you just catch on, but that was obviously not going to happen.
It was decided. Tomorrow, Kankri would finally tell you how he felt. He couldn’t hide it in any longer. It might cause s
he paints rainbows of loveless reds. of
fallen purples and
rootless greens and dreary,
no words I can put down to match him
Nothing I say could ever be accurate
We live and fall.
Suddenly you were there -
and I never imagined that so fast
I would lose myself in you,
Letting go of my fears of being hurt.
It went so well, but as always
good things don't last,
The holidays were over -
and so was our whatever we had
I want you so desperatly,
You make me so happy,
You showed me you trust me
Did someone say something you didn't want to hear
Did someone ask about the little girl next to you -
The average one with dull brown hair, black glasses and too much weight on her frame?
She adores you, she trusts you
She trusts nobody,
Nobody but you
This was all good and well, mind you, because these schools were not only for the elite of mind, but the elite of body. The adult staff were never seen outside of classeven the clubs and all of the school events were run without thembecause of the physical factor of these schools. Having adults around would naturally ruin the atmosphere for the students, no?
Of course, parents that sent their kids were well informed of everything before they were allowed to even begin the paperwork to send their child away to these schools. Amongst the paperwork were binding contracts in which the parents agreed to not call, write, or email their ch
So many emotions
But if you said "I love you too"
It'd bring tears to my eyes
Pain to my heart.
Not from sadness
But from relief
From all the pain
I've felt these years.
I could never express
All the grief
And the hope I hope to gain
If I could just be with you.
Yet once again
Words and paintings aren't enough
For me to hear
"I love you too."
on the insides of my ribcage
as little notes of contentment
turn whole in the measures
and i leave roots between 'em
from wear and efforts relinquished
from staining the piano violet
euphoric i think
it floods and
flutters and rushed
and rose throatward
its petals descending
controlled by palms pressing
against the front of my face
near the mouths of all elephants
their petals descending
quieted i am simply pleased
to have somehow coaxed the sun
from his caves in every iceberg
where frozen i clutched
an antagonized fistful
a cupboard of stale
it settles mist-like with
intentions of wilting
i wilted i
but here he speaks of artistry
with awe and cobwebs strung high and
frédéric sighing in his wrists
in mine we find
no waning inflorescence
now no hesitations weed themselves
between your words while
still i am unable to
speak any at all
to offer this broken earth
No light remaining
to brighten anyone's life.
But plenty of tears to drown in.
I can say your words for you
if you so wish
but they will not be mine.
And I can take your darkness
upon my shoulders
it doesn't mean that you'll be fine.
And in the end what am I left with?
Friends who love me as their own
A family urging me to earn a throne
And two thin, slumped shoulders.
Give me your burden.
It won't make much of a difference anyway.
I can describe a mood, a setting, a feeling...
But how can i show it to you?
Seated within my heart is an endless darkness,
but would you understand if i just described a black nothingness?
Within my mind there is an overpowering feeling of longing,
but can i show you each second i've had away from what i love?
I broke down today, because everything was at the right place in the wrong time...
Stories of people who cross our paths but are quickly forgotten,
yet ... There are no words...
If i could be something more,
let it be because i needed to hold my emotions in.
If i could share my crippling despair,
could you share what little hope i lack?
No matter how far away you may seem from your desires,
remember they are ready to be taken whenever you have the courage to live your life.
...just do it for all the things my words cannot say.