Explore Fonder

I have existed forever          microscopic particles shifting          from one configuration                              to anotherand I am not afraid of dying          organic molecules decaying          from mass to energy                              then back againI am never created nor destroyed just always forgetting what I was before

I am darkness incarnate             solid emptiness and blackened core,            penumbra in every shade of gray and all I want is to hold a piece of the light             but our touch destroys the other

These bridges were forged with careful consideration,             balancing the bounties they bestowed             with the vulnerabilities they created just to be destroyed with reckless haste,             myopic confidence leaving only a disfigured trace             of their fallacious foundations It never takes long to burn but the salvage can take a lifetime

I cannot trust my own memories:            they shift between the different dimensions             and leave me with traces of lives that I have never lived.                       But I remember;                                                who. what. when. where. why. how.                                    Like a dream or a story,                                    where the protagonist is imaginary                                    and the enemy is a lesson.Except, no one else believes me.