Fired and Personal Freedom by MountainMew, literature
Literature
Fired and Personal Freedom
it's so funny
i don't want to be here
don't want to be awake
yet i'm clawing away for something
i desperately do not need
a high i still can't feel
acid in my mouth,
burning away the cavities inside
a dilemma
a swinging pendulum
i hate you so much but i need
this sex, this sweetest temptation, this loneliness
something to make it all go away
i can't decipher what's more depressing
that we must die someday or that
we are all one mind
and i am forced to share this consciousness with so many idiots
so much ignorance
it's fear, it's the mind killer
it's shooting up in the bathroom and
slitting your wrists with a box cutter until it all goes away