Where did the childhood go?
Fading into this wasteland
Of dreams, broken and abandoned
With festering wounds.
Neglected for harsh realities;
When did we lose ourselves?
Maybe this is my childhood.
Because I can't remember friends,
Always feeling not good enough
And no one wants you here.
Not really.
Because maybe my dreams are as simple
As to belong.
So I've given the world, grip on my soul,
Allowing myself to become coarse and jaded.
So far down from anywhere happy;
Screaming internally like a wounded animal.
This pain has allowed me to see a clearing in the storm.
I have been perpetrating horrible lies.
My dreams are that simple
As bel
this is where i want to be.
this is where i'm meant to be.
this is where i'm home and free.
i've found where i belong.
this is where i'm asked to be.
freely speak as only me.
ride and dine and lazily
dancing to the song
of where i've found i'm fin'l'y me.
where i'm who i didn't see.
where i cannot ever be
anything but myself.
there's people here who want to see
my ideas and possibilities
who let me roam on my own breeze
and care and give me help.
nowhere had i ever seen
potential from inside of me.
i mean so light and found carefree
as never seen before.
before they said what i had to be.
unknowing that they crushed my dreams.
they thought t
My heart's on a chain
Sitting cold in the rain
No where for it to go
Feelings it shouldn't show
Doesn't make any sense
Everything it repents
Thus my heart will lament
Every beat it has spent