You constantly went to work upset and alone, but had to tough it out so you weren't rude the costumers or your fellow employees. Ludwig wouldn't return home until late at night and most of the time you didn't even know if he came home or not. During the weekends he usually always had to finish doing papers, so he may as well have gone to work anyways.
At the beginning you didn't mind not seeing him all the time, for it didn't bother your relationship and you still loved him strongly. But now you felt like you were barely communicating. It wasn't healthy. He never hugged you goodbye,