Ballads & Biscuits XIX: replied//
May 25, 2016-July 1, 2016
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i never existed until i did.
to some that might be obvious, but you see
to me it's a paradox, because the only world i've ever known
is the world i live in, the world that sustains me.
in a way, it is a paradox, i can not fathom
a world without me, for i am trapped within me,
there is no absolute, only absolut,
and i chug it down like alcoholism is my religion.
i am nothing but this, this mere shadowed existence,
barely being, but somehow being
just by breathing, in and out, in and out,
and my inhales only matter
because i'm breathing s