It all started with your lovesick depression. Yes, you were lovesick. You never had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk with, and someone to hold hands with, nope. The only person that you wanted to do those things with didn’t think of you that way.
And his name is Arthur Kirkland.
You and Arthur have been best friends since freshman year, and now you were both juniors. Or soon to be, anyways; it was summer at the moment.
Back to the reason why you are lying in bed
(Depressed!Grell x Reader)
“Stupid Shinigami…stupid rainy weather…stupid FROG!” The frog that you had just yelled at for no apparent reason just stared at you, its eyes large and innocent. It let out a guttural croak before hopping off of the lily-pad that it was previous sitting on into the deep green pond. An anime sweat-drop slid down your forehead. “Sorry, Mister Frog…it’s not your fault I’m in a bad mood.” You watched the water for a moment. After the ripples stilled you decided that the frog had either accepted your apology or was pouting underwater. As you looked up at the gray clouds looming over the horizon, a small drop of water tapped against the tip of your nose. You sighed. ‘Better get going I guess…’
“GRELL!” You shouted at the top of your lungs. You were getting tired of William nagging you, so yo
Beep, beep, beep, beep!
You groaned as you turned and shut off your alarm. As you did, you realized the long, perfect cuts on your arm. Shocked, you immediately shot upwards. That’s when you remembered.
“You’re useless. You are just a burden to me. Trash. I only went out with you because I felt sorry for you. Now, get off my doorstep before I have to make you, you sorry woman.”
Your ex-boyfriends words rung in your ear. He had said those words to you a week ago, and finally, fed up with stabbing only a pillow every night, you advanced to your arms.
You sighed. “I should probably put some bandages on, or else Ludwig, Feli and (Femalebestfriend) will get worried…” You thought. They were already worried enough as it was, seeing you push people away, not wanting to get close to someone ever again.
Taking a deep breath, you got up, got dressed, bandaged your arm, decided to skip breakfast, brushed your teeth, p