So currently I am reading "Crime and Punishment" (I love it!), doing statistic and chemistry homework and studying for SAT II.
I long for a day when I will not be haunted by my duty to .. uh.. learning things and doing homework. When I play computer games, or draw, guilt overwhelms me because I am not grasping the opportunity. The guilt becomes heavy and my conscience forces me to work. But as long as there is a room for progress, my mind will grid that as an obligation, to expand my abilities, to achieve the highest grade, or whatever.
But I hate being obligated to duties, to responsibilities. I am quite tired by everything, and more than