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Depression - My Inside/Outside feelings by Tabascofanatikerin Depression - My Inside/Outside feelings by Tabascofanatikerin
It is 3.00 AM now and I am experiencing another absolute low point.
Whenever I get hit by depression, I'm robbed of my energy, my motivations, my "power" to invest interest in something, my joy of life.
And what is left is this, displayed in this quick digital drawing as well as I can.

I've been having this idea of this motif for at least half a year. Now I felt was a good moment to put this in a more proper drawing.

Please forgive me this emotional outburst.
However, maybe some of you exactly know what all this feels like. So you know you are not the only one.

Done with SAI.
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rodrev Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I think it's wonderfully illustrated. 
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Themrock Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2018  Professional Traditional Artist
A lot space inside to fill all the weight from the outside.
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Tabascofanatikerin Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2018  Hobbyist
Let's say it is a void. A void no one but me is feeling. But it is no void where I calmly float and relax. It is a big painfull void I have to find my way out of while stuff from the outside keeps pushing me.
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wryy69 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
i can relate to this hard (though recently things have been better for me)
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Tabascofanatikerin Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist
Thanks for your comment.

Actually I have felt a lot better in the last couple of months as well thanks to therapy, pills and very nice people helping me out a bit...it used to be worse as depression phases (often combined with suicide thoughts) came more often. However, they still hit me and they don't feel less intense. :/
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wryy69 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
medication and video games keep me sane. depression sucks. ect ect.
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