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Do not stand at my grave and weep... by T0xicEye Do not stand at my grave and weep... :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 11 2 [MLP]: FREE YCH BUST AUCTION [CLOSED] by T0xicEye [MLP]: FREE YCH BUST AUCTION [CLOSED] :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 22 25 [Dusk]: Concepts 1 by T0xicEye [Dusk]: Concepts 1 :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 23 10 [MLP:ED]: At the end of this Nightmare by T0xicEye [MLP:ED]: At the end of this Nightmare :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 96 15 [Practice]: Mountain range by T0xicEye [Practice]: Mountain range :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 46 1 [MLP]: Celestia and Woona by T0xicEye [MLP]: Celestia and Woona :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 69 3 [YCH]: Echelon by T0xicEye [YCH]: Echelon :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 143 11 [GA]: No man left behind sketch by T0xicEye
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[GA]: No man left behind sketch :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 49 14
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[CMS]: Kong Ref Sheet :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 17 0
[P2U]: Anthro Feline/Big Cat female lineart by T0xicEye [P2U]: Anthro Feline/Big Cat female lineart :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 126 10 [Adopt]: BlueLily Auction CLOSED by T0xicEye [Adopt]: BlueLily Auction CLOSED :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 35 3 [Adopt]: HiddenValley Auction CLOSED by T0xicEye [Adopt]: HiddenValley Auction CLOSED :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 36 2 [Adopt]: HiddenButterfly Auction CLOSED by T0xicEye [Adopt]: HiddenButterfly Auction CLOSED :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 31 9 [Adopt]: CyberPunk Auction [CLOSED] by T0xicEye [Adopt]: CyberPunk Auction [CLOSED] :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 68 9 [Adopt]: MidnightFlame Auction [CLOSED] by T0xicEye [Adopt]: MidnightFlame Auction [CLOSED] :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 48 7 Cat eye by T0xicEye Cat eye :icont0xiceye:T0xicEye 129 8

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Caleb J. Andrews
Artist | Digital Art
INFP and struggling with it

Hey there!
I have been absent from dA for a year and trying to make a comeback, which isn't easy, since I haven't drawn for a year, too.
Not much to say, feel free to look through my gallery.
I draw pretty much anything I feel like, although right now I have thing for drawing Princess Luna from MLP: FiM

If you are only interested in my MLP stuff, visit my MLP tumblr.



DO NOT THANK ME FOR A FAV OR A WATCH! I WOULDN'T WATCH/FAV YOU IF I DIDN'T LIKE WHAT I SEE AND I AM SURE YOU APPRECIATE IT! THEREFORE TELLING ME SO IS A WASTE OF TIME!

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I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

Stehe nicht an meinem Grab und weine.
Ich bin nicht dort, ich schlafe nicht.
Ich bin wie tausend Winde, die wehen.
Ich bin das diamantene Glitzern des Schnees.
Ich bin das Sonnenlicht.
Ich bin der sanfte Herbstregen.
Ich bin der Morgentau.
Wenn du aufwachst in des Morgens Stille,
bin ich der flinke Flügelschlag friedlicher Vögel im kreisenden Flug.
Ich bin der milde Stern, der in der Nacht leuchtet.

Stehe nicht an meinem Grab und weine
Ich bin nicht dort, ich bin nicht tot.


I only told four people till now, but on 5th September 2015 our second dog, Daylight or short Dayli, died of complications after an emergency operation in the early morning.

My one year hiatus in 2016 was because of that. I couldn't draw, I simply couldn't.

Two years later, my beautiful girl Spike died this morning, 9th of October 2017, around 8 am from acute kidney failure after the vet did everything to save her.
Untitled by T0xicEye Girls by T0xicEye

Last time it hurt, but there was still Spike at home.

I haven't slept in two days, barely eaten. I'm sick to my stomach and close to fainting.

This time I am not sure how to keep on living. Everything I tried was for her. I cannot, WILL NOT, say goodbye to any of them. They where everything I had and now both are gone.

I am not saying goodbye because I hope I will see them again some day.



The vet bill now exceeds everything we had. Thanks to a friend and your support so far we could pay the bill.

But I still have trouble paying the health insurance not to say buy food for the month.

We are now selling everything in this house that is not nailed to the floor.

After this I do not know I can ever pick up a pen again. I will try my best to finish every already paid for commission. But I am not sure I can work on any from the unpaid ones. Please give me some time. I will contact you all and give you my decision.

After that I will most likely go into an indefinite hiatus and probably leave dA and cancel Patreon. Right now I cannot say if I will ever return after that.

My PayPal is still up for donations: yedaji_nikopol@yahoo.com
As is my Kofi: ko-fi.com/A678TRM

You can also reach me under my PayPal info email.

Thanks for all your support.

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So, I realized with a Premium membership, or "Core membership" as it's called now (again with the name changes?) running this gallery would be nicer. Since I really cannot spare any money right now I thought I might start a donation pool. I am grateful for any point donations I get. c:

Also, I wasn't on dA for about a year, is it just me or did they raise the prices?

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jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2018
...a very happy birthday to you sir...=3
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statistix-13 Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018
Happy Birthday! :iconspazhugplz:birthday cake
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Rizkynn Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! <3
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BlueRazorMane Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018
Happy Birthday!! =3
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