T0xicEye

Just an update. As mentioned some time ago I probably won’t be active at all around here as things happened and I cannot draw right now anyway. No use in checking a gallery I won’t update anyway. For any questions regarding usage of my art, characters or purchasing my P2U Linearts via PayPal, please contact me directly through this email: yedaji_nikopol@yahoo.com The reason for my absence, in case anyone even gives a shit (I surely don’t anymore): I tried to study this year, software engineering. Applied, got enrolled and spent fucking MONTHS trying to secure funding. Applied for loans, in my home country, in foreign countries, Peer2Peer, questionable, unquestionable, scholarships, anything. Got nothing. Had to cancel my enrollment today, because with lack of funding I am over the time I could still start anyways. It was my last chance. I tried everything these past years. All I have to show is several places I almost but not quiet made it. Fucking wanted to join the army. They

Tried to draw again for the first time since months. Been sitting in front of an empty canvas for three hours now. Sorry to the three ppl still watching this gallery, but it seems like I lost what little inspiration I had left. My last chance at a future has been taken from me as well. College starts in two weeks and despite immense efforts I couldn't get any kind of financing for it for living expanses (fun fact: I wouldn't study art in case anyone would be wondering). Can't even get a shady bank loan. Thought at least they would give me money. As it stands now I will have to ex-matriculate in a few weeks. If I drop off the earth again, you know why now. Not much reason to keep up with a gallery if I cannot draw anymore anyways.