ooooooh phft, just youd be suprised how many times some people say stuff like that. A bunch of my younger friends came to me saying the same thing just wondering what to do and i gave them basically what i said to you. :V
And honestly man, when i had to choose for myself i got stuck staying home helping my mother and dealing with my own health, whatever happens happens more naturally then most would think.
If any of that made any sense. I so just woke up. @.@
I know there are a lot of people saying things like that, but it's kind of scary if you don't know where your way leads you. At least that's what I think. My psychologist said I have fail fears, maybe that make it worse. (It's this whole situation why I was in hospital too) But I think I'm slowly figuring out what to do :v