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You may remember my main character Rinya


Maybe some people noticed that I didn't make any new drawings of her for some time now.
So what some of you may also remember is her Boyfriend and later husband Takeo. You know? the Married last summer and Rinya actually got twins this year.
Well, I deleted all of that. So there's no husband and no children.
It made me very sad to realize, but apparently the creator (which I wont name anymore), who was my best friend since 5th grade didn't feel like keeping in touche with me after she decidet to have a school phobia and not coming to school since before Easter.
First I was understanding and chatted with her and stuff. I also met her on a convention and she came to school like 3-5 times for some hours.
After some time I decided to not bother myself by starting conversations to keep contact. And guess what?
That's right, my ex-best friend didn't even try to stay in contact with me.
This really made me sad and kind of depressed. Seeing how she just didn't care about me anymore.
And the only life message from her, that I got were her Facebook updates saying that she's 'so glad not having to go to school anymore' and 'how great she felt about not seeing those idiots from school anymore'.
And then that one day I scrolled down her page because I was searching for something and found an update literally saying 'With some people you really just were friends because you were stuck with them 8 to 9 hours in school' And I know this sounds childish but I know that it's referred to me.
I'm only describing the whole thing roughly, I won't list up all the small things that should have opened my eyes before.

After that I decidet to just throw her out of my life after graduation. But as it seems, she already did that before I could.
And as I know how she likes to talk about ex-boyfriends/girlfriends and also ex-friends with other people, I think it is the best thing that I blocked her on all websites. Even if shes not active on Deviantart anyway. I don't want to risk screenshots of my profile on facebook or the gossip she likes to make up.

I also deleted all the couple pictures from Rinya and him, and of course the children. I hope this whole thing didn't destroy Rinya for me. I need her, she's my very first OC and the protagonist of many story's I wrote. I'll also kind of redo her a bit. Change the hairstyle a little and take off her tattoos....

I had to write this out, It was a difficult time for me in emotional and psychical way.
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tirusr Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
I'm sorry to hear such a thing. Reminds me of a line from that song. "Now your just somebody that I used to know." I know the song is about lovers but theme fits.

Fresh start for Rinya^^ Continuity reboot. mmm... or is this more of a retcon? I kid.

Also, :hug: that must have been very hard to type out.
SythraNightshade Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That line really fits.
I'll just set it back to the beginning of 2013 ^^ I think I've put her a bit out of character by that relationship anyway...
:hug: kind of needed more than 1 hour to find the right words...but it was good that I could write it out.
I already talked a lot about it with a friend and my mother so it wasn't that hard anymore c:
tirusr Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014
It's good to get your feelings out. ^^

Hope to see more of Rinya soon!
Madhatster Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Student Filmographer
oh my i'm sorry to hear this i know the feeling of a friendship with someone and at the end you are the one who gets ignored and stuff.. hope you can get over it soon and don't let such a girl ruin your OC! you created her with all your love and put a part of yourself in your OC :) keep that in mind and let no one ruin that!Hug 
SythraNightshade Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
First of all: thanks for your comment :hug: your words cheered me up :)
It's really sad but I'll have to move on. This is going on for quite a long time now, so I think I've made most of the way already. Last step will be deleting all her/our pictures from my computer....
I hope I can get Rinya through this, I really do. She's still from the time when I couldn't draw that good and didn't have any digital drawing experience.
Madhatster Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Student Filmographer
i know you can get rinya trough this i just know you will you seem like a very strong person! and take the time with all the stepsi know from experience that sometimes things like this just need some time :) and believe me after time this everyting just makes you a stronger person Hug 
SythraNightshade Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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