ConfusionHow can I make sense ofwhat I feel insidewhen my emotions are strongerthan the ever pounding tide?I know I feel something,of that I am sure,but is it just friendship?Or is it something more?I know not what love feels likenor what gives it its spark,I just know that it's treasured;held close to the heart.Yet a small voice inside mehas a mind all its ownand tells me I love you,though I enjoy being alone.I miss you a lot,miss your laugh and your smile,and I've noticed without youI've been down for a while.The world holds little excitementwithout you here with me.I miss your gentle encouragement,your fun personality.You were the one I'd confide in,unsure of myself,the one who'd always support meand offer me help.But is that not a friend's jobto assist one another?To help us do right,and to learn from each other?If that is the truth,then are you still just a friend?Albeit one who's a guy,but one who's friendship won't end?There are just too many questions
spell boundsummoned by the full moona burnished glow lighting her path,shadows undulating as her grimoire is openedsensing the impending wrath. in ancient tongues, spirits invokeddark magic pulled from the bereaved,a talisman, a spell awokenon this All Hallows’ Eve.
*Lonely Island*Windswept "Thorn Island"Lonely, no inhabitantsSea ghosts prowl in mist.Iridescent auraLantern light, like firefliesFlicker during night.Ancient echoes callOcean turmoil, no reliefEerie "Thorn Island"Delice194118.10.14
Forever ExistingMaybe I’ll be born again into a different body, one with no flaws.Maybe I’ll be given long blonde hair and big eyes, colored like the ocean tide and I’d run through states to find you again.Maybe it would only take me a day to find you, instead of taking ten years.Maybe when I come back I’ll be given a little extra for my ordinary and you’d fall in love with me again.Maybe you’ll stick around this time, maybe you’ll stay mine or maybe it’ll be me that takes off.I know that I won’t give a damn, because no matter where we are or who we are we’ll always find each other.You’re in my gut and you run wildly through my veins and it doesn't matter if we have lived three-hundred lives.I will love you as much, if not more as I did the first time I was ever born from these stars.