Oh here we go. I'm back here again, trying this in the days when everyone's an expert and everyone knows better than me. I don't know how to answer that quesiton "who are you?" years of abuse and trauma beat the answer out of me. But I'm trying to find out by experimenting and trying new things, like art, which isn't something I've ever done before five years ago. Now here I am doing the thing as Kim Rhodes once told me to do, a superhero in her own right, looking at me like I'm the one with the answers. What a friend she is to have. Then there's Barrie, you probably knew him as Giyvin I think was how he spelled it. Either way the one to turn me into. writer, to encourage me, to push me to believe I can do anything. A white man of all things, when my life was filled with abuse and trauma at the hand of white men, to teach me that they aren't all bad. The best friend, big brother, guide, teacher, and wisdom seeker just like myself, hoping to figure it out in time to raise his