Speedpainting 04122019

AaarrrGGGHHH... DO I have to REPEAT myself AGAIN about THIS unsolveable problem of mine: TRYING TO GET A 'Daily Deviation' RANK FOR ANY OF MY PICS?!?!?! EVERY SINGLE time I try ASKING about this on VARIOUS pics CONTAINING THIS medal ON THEM, absolutely NO ONE AROUND even CARES or WANTS to HELP ME OUT in GETTING IT, leaving me with NO reply of answer and therefore REALLY ANNOYING me to the EXTREME. T_T* But even when I ALSO asked in a DA forum topic I made today, others responded but NOT in a NICE way - they MISUNDERSTOOD MY PRECIOUS FEELINGS, LASHED AT ME and SAID "your shared pic for DD approval sucks, it was traced and not made by you". Which WAS TOTALLY EVIL OF THEM TO SAY ALL THIS to me, because I ONLY ASKED a SIMPLE and HONEST QUESTION about HOW to GET a Daily Deviation award for AT LEAST JUST ONE pic of mine in my gallery, like THIS one that I desire MOST:

https://www.deviantart.com/ashleygamer1995/art/Classic-and-Modern-Celebrate-1011432333

I feel like saying, WHY?! -_-' >:/ THIS PIC of mine is NICE and WORKED-HARD-ON by MY FRIEND from Ecuador, and it NEEDS a Daily Deviation medal. But NO matter HOW MANY times I SAY ALL THIS, NO ONE around here even CARES, or WOULD LIKE to offer me a direction to achieving this. Not EVEN THESE "authors" here who HAVE got a DD award, because NONE OF THEM ever CARE, NOTICE or REPLY to MY MESSAGE OF ANGER AND DESIRE here, because THEY ALWAYS GO THEIR WAY. Ridiculous!!!!! T_T* T_T* T_T* T_T* T_T* Just WHY DO I NEED all this HURT AND JEALOUSY FOR?!?! WHY IS IT that artists are SO CLEVER AND PRIDEFUL in GETTING a DD AWARD as if it's some KIND of SECRET and UNTOLD MAGIC that THEY WERE GIFTED FOR WITHOUT ANY REASONING WHY?!?! NNNNNOOOOOTTTTT FFFFFAAAAAIIIIIRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! >:/ >:/ >:/ I'd be going on a REAL TANTRUM QUITE SOON if this DOESN'T EVER GET SOLVED FOR ME... ;_;