She presses her lips tightly together ;
Closes her eyes , it's hard to remember ;
The day when they each said
The word " forever . "
Seems like a thousand years ago ,
When everything was fine -
We were on top of the world , but
It isn't all that easy this time .
I watch the world ,
I scrutinize ;
So hard to imagine
What life looks like
Through those worn - out eyes .
Every slice , each loss of blood
It hurts us all ; we've both had enough
Every cut , it burns us too
Like a knife , it runs us through
Feels high every time she moves
That , she has proved .
She's compelled to let go
To jump and let Death take its toll .
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's you
Or maybe it's everything
She's forced to go through
Can't help what one does not know
But we must try no matter what
With her pulse already running so low
I think she knows ,
That she shouldn't do this
She should take our hands
Not every suicide note looks the same
And this addiction ; it's h