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i cannot really explain this, but i wish it would raise emotions, questions. the title might lead on, but it didn't need to. some might assume she's supposed to look dead, but not necessarily, dead or alive...:shrug: all options are open...

there is a heart on the ring finger nail, close to the face :heart:

technical:
laying on a glass. the pills...i have collected from my relatives so there's all kinds of stuff.
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AndreiTheCountryMake Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
WARNING! Carry on reading! Or you will die, even if you only looked at the word warning!
Once there was a little girl called Clarissa, she was ten-years-old and she lived in a mental hospital, because she killed her mom and her dad. She got so bad she went to kill all the staff in the hospital so the More-government decided that best idea was to get rid of her so they set up a special room to kill her, as humane as possible but it went wrong the machine they were using went wrong. And she sat there in agony for hours until she died.
Now every week on the day of her death she returns to the person that reads this letter, on a monday night at 12:00a.m. She creeps into your room and kills you slowly, by cutting you and watching you bleed to death.
Now send this to ten other pictures on this one site, and she will haunt someone else who doesn't. This isn't fake.
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BernardoDisco Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
...sponsored by Pharma Lobby?
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TheRierie Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
looks like she's floating in water :D
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TheOn3LeftBehind Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Rock and roll suicide :heart:
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MelissaGambino Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2010
I get the feeling that she's underwater and the pills are bubbles emanating from her mouth and perhaps from her plunge into the "water". she seems to be sinking into them.
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venkatkothwal235 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2010
nice
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:iconorchidsmoon:
OrchidsMoon Featured By Owner May 28, 2010   Traditional Artist
To me it doesn't matter if she's dead or high, what matters is she got away.
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner May 31, 2010   Photographer
hehe, interesting view
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OrchidsMoon Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2010   Traditional Artist
is that a compliment or an insult? lie 2 me if u have 2...
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cujos-bite Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
this photo does make me think not really alive but not quite dead yet, like perhaps seconds after her last breath exited her lungs but still seconds before she really dies. . . i LOVE how you keep their eyes open in a lot of the pictures!
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InvaderSTELLAR Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2009
Lotsa pills~! Cool, photo~!
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ohoifiskeboller Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2009
awesome picture. very cool idea too :D
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I love the colors. The hair over the pills make great contrast. Expecially with the blue and the white mixed. Thanks for this piece.
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Pixire Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2009
original concept! i love the result
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:iconkisaipanku:
Kisaipanku Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2009  Hobbyist
This is almost exactly like a memory from a dream I had once. Creepy..
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losereclispe Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2008
omg its BEAUTIFUL!
in a depressing way o.0
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Kozeth Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2008  Professional Digital Artist
two thumbs up
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Shinomori-Misao Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
This piece is so wonderful and inspiring.

you helped to inspire me to draw

[link]
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SugarLies Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2007
Wow - very cool.
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tanyakira Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2007
IM IN LOVE WIT THIS
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StupidLittleHeart Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
wow, i love it :love:
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JadeEmperess Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2007
it kinda looks like she is drowning in her addiction
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Lisawetta Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2007
LOve this picture. It inspires me for writting a little text about the abuse of drugs in France.
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tirorin Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2007   Photographer
Tää on niin hemmetin upee. Pillereiden värit on just oikeat eikä ne sotke yhtään kuvaa. Ainakin itselleni tämä herättää tunteita ja muistoja samankaltaisesta "tapahtumasta".
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drugnfly Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2007
It is the real Pharmart!
[link]
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Ketmara Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
amazing concept :faint:
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SugarCoatedPortraits Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007  Student Photographer
I don't know if you got the expression right on this one. Knowing pill popers they do it to escape and not nessary die but go to sleep and if they wake up good, if not whatever. So the suprised and aware expression on her face is somewhat off from what it should be. But thats just my option.
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SugarCoatedPortraits Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007  Student Photographer
I don't know if you got the expression right on this one. Knowing pill popers they do it to escape and not nessary die but go to sleep and if they wake up good, if not whatever. So the suprised and aware expression on her face is somewhat off from what it should be. But thats just my option.
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SugarCoatedPortraits Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007  Student Photographer
I don't know if you got the expression right on this one. Knowing pill popers they do it to escape and not nessary die but go to sleep and if they wake up good, if not whatever. So the suprised and aware expression on her face is somewhat off from what it should be. But thats just my option.
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SugarCoatedPortraits Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007  Student Photographer
I don't know if you got the expression right on this one. Knowing pill popers they do it to escape and not nessary die but go to sleep and if they wake up good, if not whatever. So the suprised and aware expression on her face is somewhat off from what it should be. But thats just my option.
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Ginger-Storm Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2007
wow, it's cool how you did that. at first i thought differently, glass right? i didn't see it at first. I thought it was kinda off how all the circular pills were facing forward before i noticed the glass XD i feel so stupid now. anyway, I really like this, the blue and yellow in the pills is a really good contrast too.
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SilentLullabyxxx Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2007
i am in love with all of your creations.
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N0b0dyXIII Featured By Owner May 1, 2007   Photographer
Maria fell against the floor and the last pillows with her. A breathtaking cold embraced her. She barely could breathe. Her eyes opened over that tragic scenery had nothing left to show her. Maria had reached the bottom of the well.

She just stood there - a shadow of what she once was - victim from herself, lying cold. Her eyes closed for the eternity. Her black hair through the floor, the pills killing her in silence...
There was a smell in the air: the smell of death, of desistence...

And she lied there, just like that - a body waiting to be found (would anyone find her?), a body waiting for someone who cared (would anyone care about her?).


Who falls without support meets only denial. Maria found it and took it for granted. Maria lost herself and wasn't able to find herself back in the mirror...

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Great photo - better, great gallery!
I love your works! :)

Hope you don't mind my extensive comment!
I'll be watching your deviations! ;)
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner May 3, 2007   Photographer
i don't mind. thank you :)
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KyoMono Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
nice Idea! but I would have liked it more when you can`t see that she lies on at table!
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katiekiinz Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2007
As morbid as it sounds, this piece makes me laugh for one reason only: I was waiting for a friend of mind to get out of my bathroom & while waiting, my mom was throwing out old pills. As she empties one container, she looks in the garbage and says "ohhh! Those were pretty."

I know, this story doesn't have a point but when I see pills, it makes me chuckle. Perhaps my story will make other chuckle as well.
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2007   Photographer
:)
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JadeEmperess Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2007
BEAUTIFUL!!!!! I love this
It almost seems as if the girl is drowning in her addiction its very symbolic of a pharmasutical(I do not Know how to spell that word) drug problem
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xblackeyelinerx Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2006
just perfect!!
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jetsetradiofuture Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2006
Absolutely beautiful piece. very strong. it really jumps out at me. This one is probably my favorite other than liek two others. again, it's beautiful^^ nice work.
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2006   Photographer
thanks
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jetsetradiofuture Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2006
mhm^^
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halima-gamba Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2006
Wow.

A little unnnerving, but very interesting.

A view you don't see.
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2006   Photographer
:)
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deadwake Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2006
i had this on my wall for a long time.
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LilMizSelfdistruct Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Lovely.
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mevieth Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2006  Hobbyist Photographer
The pharmaceutical companies would love this...

PS: I am a uni student in medical school. Is it OK with you to use some of your photos for my projects?
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2006   Photographer
what projects? do u have art projects in school or what?

i wouldn't want my photos to be used as a part of someone elses art but if u want to show it along your school essay or something, u don't need a permission for that. so as long as its not published anywhere it's okay
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mevieth Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2006  Hobbyist Photographer
I guess I should have been a little bit more specific...
a) I am only going to use it as a beautifying factor in my medical projects aka PowerPoint Presentations.
b) Your name will be definitely be written on or under the photo.
c) I was kind of interested in the ones with the pills and needles.

Anyway, if that is not OK with you there's no problem. It was just a thought, since I have no imminent projects at the moment. ;-)
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suzi9mm Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2006   Photographer
yea, well as long sas it's not published, u don't need a permission. like i mean, if u wanted to use a da vinci painting, u couldn't ask him anyway. :)
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