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A course in trivialities
Some time ago, it hit me
just how final these things really are.
I don't know precisely when,
or even why,
but there was a day when it all just
and it made sense.
They tell me,
"you'll regret it,
you know.  You never know
when you're going
to have the chance
And who knows?
I may.  I may.
But right now, I don't think
that I do.  If I
  -really did-
I'd be doing more than typing this to a place that won't listen,
to an inert computer screen
somewhere in the distance,
collecting words and pigment
pixel by pixel,
bit by bit,
to display to a group of people who
I've never met,
who are free to rip me apart at the drop of a hat
who don't give a good goddamn,
and why should they?
You know, I don't know
whether or not I have the capacity to deal with this.
I'm not sure about it.
I don't know which way it will turn out,
but things aren't looking so hot.
Seeing you seize... that was
something otherworldly.
My heart seize
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CCIG: An Ocean Soul
We come as the waves
moving in one swift motion
to overtake the shore
with the high tide
of high times
with flighted pride
under a black night sky.
An Ocean Soul, they said
so we carved circles into glass
making impressions to last
through night and day;
the trickster's moon
and the midnight sun.
Still we are carving,
circles to dictate our landings
circles to tell us of the past
circles to warn us of the present
circles that will never
the future
the future
only for
the sand.
We carve with blind eye
deaf ear and mute tongue
to speak the words no language could bear
the cross of Christ a relief
compared to
the burden
With the tide, we are off
An Ocean Soul again
to find a new beach
a new land
a new life
a new canvas
to carve with utmost care
our message
our lives
our existence--
to carve our circles
into glass.
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I ask the impossible: love me forever.
Love me old, love me new
love me broken, love me true
love me now, love me later
love me like there is no tomorrow
and love me like there was never a yesterday.
Love me in this moment
and project this to be all moments--
love me for one eternal second
like you've never loved before.
Love me like the stars in the sky
look down to see you smile
and then radiate in their happiness.
Love me like the moon loves the sun
for allowing it to borrow its warmth.
Love me like the water loves the land,
caressing her in its waves.
Love me divine, if you love me mundane.
Love me when the going is tough,
when we fight, when we touch
when somehow seeing each other just isn't enough.
Love me when I'm criminalized
love me when I'm praised
love me in my failures as you love me in my triumphs
love me, love me, love me, love.
Love me as I know you do,
and I'll love you too,
because I know that the impossible
is well within
your grasp.
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Silk Flowers V
From silk to roses
I felt a shrinking hole
be filled with thoughts of
white petals.
Once so hollow, the walls
seem to let the sun
and help her grow.
One more grain.
Spreading her seeds
she flits by,
letting one land
ever so softly
in the tunnel
the worm once
called home.
She grows ther, now,
more and more
every day.
The worm,
at first unsure
what to think of
this new neighbor,
has now come to find
her to belong.
He inches closer to her,
opens his once cold-blooded
and finds
a new rose growing
He calls this
rose "love".
One more grain.
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Hello everyone,

Due to my father's passing yesterday, I can't say for certain when the next album will be done.  It is the least of my worries right now.

I wish everyone a good life and a good summer.  And I thank those who are supportive to me in my time of need.



Heretic Hero
Artist | Student | Other
United States
Current Residence: Purgatory
Favourite genre of music: Death Metal
Favourite photographer: ~lucyskydiamonds, ~deutschkatrin
Operating System: OS Agnostic
MP3 player of choice: Zune (as much as I dislike Micro$oft)
Shell of choice: /usr/bin/bash


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suspended-chord Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2011  Student Artist
Hi. How are you?
LucySkyDiamonds Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2011
Doing pretty good on this end, I just felt like saying hi. What's up with you?
suspended-chord Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011  Student Artist
Eh, not much. Just generally being awesome.
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SHiNiGAMi-Xiii Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2010  Professional General Artist
Danke für das :+fav: :D
MysticDreamscape Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2010
Thanks for the fav :)
suspended-chord Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2010  Student Artist
Not a problem :)
CarterKillgannon Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010
Thanks for the fave!
suspended-chord Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010  Student Artist
Of course :)
Desopilar Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: kind sir. :P
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