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About Varied / Artist SusieQOther/Canada Group :iconbispearl: BisPearl
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Bispearl Burrito by SusieBeeca
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All The Better To See You With by SusieBeeca All The Better To See You With :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 39 10 Rainbow Quartz by SusieBeeca Rainbow Quartz :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 74 4
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Ode To Catatonia :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 2 2
Breakthrough Symptoms by SusieBeeca
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Come To My Window by SusieBeeca Come To My Window :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 36 2 White Diamond by SusieBeeca White Diamond :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 55 11 Choleric / Melancholic by SusieBeeca Choleric / Melancholic :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 82 6 Light As A Feather by SusieBeeca Light As A Feather :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 46 0 Biggs Jasper by SusieBeeca Biggs Jasper :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 30 4 Rococo Padparadscha by SusieBeeca Rococo Padparadscha :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 91 9 A Tangled Web by SusieBeeca
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A Tangled Web :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 25 8
Wheee! by SusieBeeca Wheee! :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 56 6 Hawky (Hawk's Eye) by SusieBeeca
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Hawky (Hawk's Eye) :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 10 7
By Any Other Name (CENSORED) by SusieBeeca
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By Any Other Name (CENSORED) :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 22 6
Pearl, the Ultimate Useless Lesbian by SusieBeeca
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Pearl, the Ultimate Useless Lesbian :iconsusiebeeca:SusieBeeca 13 29

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Rainbow Quartz
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You need to move.

The sheets are crinkle-folds under the soft crust of salt,
thick tears and sweat in ripples
And you can close an eye…

But HE is there, no more, no MORE, he is THERE! You cannot, you c

Water beads from oil
Open an eye.

The world is a film, a negative of amber grains, held
up against the sky

You need to move.

Ten years ago your father went on an expedition and h
e got you a shirt….
It’s faded now and the minerals in your bloodstream eke out in your sweat
It’s stained

You need to move.

Behind you, silent dancers of light-catching webs
Ripping at mucous

You need to move.

Lying here, like a bug in the jack-o’-the-pulpit, digesting,
Wings in a fissure
Rotten juices, tasty meal, begin to sluice and
A n d rip…

Just bit by bit but it’s okay, it’s only skin, you can live without a little bit here

A little bit there

An open sore here

A wound crying out with
Wet, wet dripping open holes

A little rot is nothing new it’s just how you are you’re rot you’re nothing but rot you rot you

You have to move.

The cavity is beckoning with
Dark, sticky teeth

You have to move.

Brittle bonespurs clack, splinter over splinter, as
Lactic acid pools and fulls.

You have to move.

You’re going to move.


Crickle-crackle under your shins
Crickle-crackle go the sheets
Crickle-crackle go the places in shadows where your bones once met

With a hiss, it’s seeping, like oily spend, down your


And you take a step forward.



Breakthrough Symptoms
Just a little doodle about what it's like to have schizoaffective disorder with breakthrough symptoms. My meds normally keep things under control, but every now and then, something will snap through and startle me for a few seconds. Normally it's not as bad as this, but from time to time...
:icondarkemerald1999: drew me a birthday gift!

Snowflake Obsidian (happy birthday susiebecca) by DarkEmerald1999
Isn't that cool?


Artist | Varied
"When you're going through Hell, keep going!" ~Winston Churchill



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MermaidloverTyler Featured By Owner 1 day ago
You’re a SU fan, correct? Have you played Attack the Light or Save the Light yet?
SusieBeeca Featured By Owner 1 day ago   General Artist
Yes, and no :) I don't play that kind of game (personal reasons---one being a hand tremor) and although I do like Let's Plays, I haven't found a good one for either of those games. I've seen a few clips. Why do you ask?
MermaidloverTyler Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Just asking. Because I played both.
Silver-Wolf7777 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
I love your Steven Universe art!
SusieBeeca Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2018   General Artist
Thank you!
Silver-Wolf7777 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
No problem!
dwarfpriest Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
ascencioirving Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018
happy Birthday:D (Big Grin) 
Piece Of Strawberry Mille Crepe Cake 50x50 icon 
congratulationsLa la la la 
Captain-Grumpy Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
happy 🅱irthmas my m80

Party Hard by Captain-Grumpy  
Jesse220 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018
Happy Birthday
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