#gaomonjuly #gaomonraffle #gaomonpentablet
I'm gonna start off by saying I'm gonna explain my art piece in a different way than it may seem. I have this weird fascination for horoscopes and its been that way for about 5 years now. I didn't discover what they even where until I was 11. I was first given a book at that time while I was doing some cleaning and thought it looked familiar. Knowing this the cover was just filled with stars and beautiful space colors and I've always liked space and everything that's in it. I wasn't very familiar with constellations though but I learned some while reading the book. It was a HUGE book just filled with all kinds of things like moon signs, star signs, birthstones, phycology notes and a bunch of deep stuff to look into. Each chapter was based on a zodiac sign. After reading what the zodiac sign was and its properties, it gave you an inside look of what people that fall under this sign may experience or feel. That was one of the biggest reasons why it's one of my favorite books because it gave me an opportunity to see if I can truly figure things about myself. As I grew older I learned that it takes only yourself to figure out who you really are. Strangely enough I probably taught myself to believe things and relate to my zodiac sign that takes place between June 22 and July 22 known as cancer. I really related to this sign and i hate and love to say it. I understand it's not exactly true and based on real facts but I read it at a young age so what can I do? Ide love to keep my memories close to me and try to never forget those moments. Theres a lot of things that happen to me in just so I thought I'd write about it since the theme is July. July was an extremely busy month with art. For the first time I was actually getting stressed drawing which ironic for me. I draw to help me sort things and get rid of stress but I see doing it for the wrong reasons and rushing was what was actually getting me stressed. The whole month of July I was trying to learn anatomy better and get inspiration from other artists since I can only teach myself. I was letting the jealousy get to me and think to myself how the heck am I going to get to their level? I wanted to draw amazing like them so fast and completely missed the point of why I was drawing in the first place. I was getting stressed from self disappointment. After a while from taking a break i learned my lesson. I took the break I needed and only drew what I felt like drawing for a while. It lifted my spirits for sure and i got most of my creativity back in that time. In the end drawing makes me happy and I should use that passion only for that purpose. I just need to be more patient with everything. For my future I got it planned out because I really hope to achieve it. Even if art isn't exactly my major I shall always keep art by my side for the rest of my life. I only plan on getting better and thats what I'm gonna do.