Last day of summer:
holy shit this summer went by fast as hell, almost too fast if ya ask me... but yeah, todays my last day of summer break before I start my first year of collage- im both excited and nervous at the same time, excited because im gonna be able to do stuff I like for the most part and ACTUALLY LEARN SOMETHING THAT CAN HELP ME IN LIFE/ WITH MY CAREER FINALLY, but also scared cuz everything is on you- no ones holding your hand anymore, sure theres stuff like after school help and IEP disadvantages that allow you for stuff like more time on test, note sharing, etc. But if you fuck up and forget something or do something wrong, its ALL on you now. Plus, I think this will eat up a lot of my free time due to all the homework and classes im taking (4 in total) and that just... oo..... that really bugs me... all this free time ive had for the past 18 years just suddenly taken away and replaced with mounds of homework and just work in general? egh, its gonna take some getting used to this- I really gotta find a way to manage my time :L
but whatever, heres to the last day of summer- lets end it off good shall we?