Sundari-chan

(The previous post was from yesterday. I've been sloppy on Journal updates lately, sorry :P) I think I'm feeling a bit better after getting that last post out there. I'm still having troubles with stress but there on a much more manageable level now. :) I'm spending the day in my office, putting a good dent in my Princess Starla costume and tidying up. The BJJ lessons continue. I still can't do this for too long and after yesterdays lesson I was barely able to move and seeing spots. Usha said this was normal though XD And my body seems to like the exercise.

Things have been better. I got a new entertainment system in my sewing room, which helps a LOT. And between my hobbies and daily duties things are going well. David and Usha have been teaching me BJJ to help with keeping me with exercises. And Dante's been extra sweet to me, in that special way that he does when he knows I'm stressed or upset. (This involves him petting me. No, he doesn't realize he has nails on those huge paws of his). I've been trying to take a closer look at what exactly has me so stressed lately, and most of it just seems to be a lot of PTSD triggers. The worst involving my father, who like my brother I've cut out of my

I've been trying to upgrade all of my accounts lately, especially since I've gotten better health wise recently (though I'm still very sick, at least I can do much more now.) This is proving to be pretty difficult for me :/ I'm not the best with computers. But you know, I'm rather enjoying this. Not too long ago I had been going through some seriously hard times with life, and I've been down when its come to my hobbies and life in general. Now, as I'm working super hard to bring myself back to the way I want to live I find it super comforting to see all the things I've managed to accomplish in the past. Things I never thought I could do so w