Things have been better. I got a new entertainment system in my sewing room, which helps a LOT. And between my hobbies and daily duties things are going well. David and Usha have been teaching me BJJ to help with keeping me with exercises. And Dante's been extra sweet to me, in that special way that he does when he knows I'm stressed or upset. (This involves him petting me. No, he doesn't realize he has nails on those huge paws of his).
I've been trying to take a closer look at what exactly has me so stressed lately, and most of it just seems to be a lot of PTSD triggers. The worst involving my father, who like my brother I've cut out of my