Its hard to write about my therianthropy. For many reasons. One, on every topic I think of, someone else has already written it better. Two, any words I can put to the feeling seem inadequate. Three, as soon as I start thinking about it, I start to lose sense of the meaning of words. Four, Im afraid to make a mistake on such a tender topic.
And much more.
This is just an example of how an animal person can feel very split between the two parts, as though each side is always trying to control and keep the other side in check.
This does NOT mean that I have multiple personalities, etc, or that that is what therianthropy is. I am writing this way merely to make a point.