I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple.
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi
Sorry I haven't been on in a while. Life has gotten super busy, which in a way is a good thing.
I have job I actually like but it takes up a lot of time and when I'm not working I'm usually too tired to do anything productive.
To be honest I really haven't been feeling this site, if that makes any sense. I draw, I just never feel like posting or being part of any community.
The picture I did of Ni-Kai is finished. Just not too happy with it. Also I decided to kill her off. Not that anyone cares anyway. lol.
Blarg. I might be up again or might not.
Just know I love you all regardless.
I can't necessarily say I'm better, but I'm hopeful. I have a strong feeling that soon everything will be alright. I'm able to cope much better then I thought I would with certain losses and even though I am still sad to have those aspects of my life temporarily gone I'm happy. I know in end it will be a small price to pay for the happiness that will come out of it.
I have grown dependent on those aspects and thus grew terrified of losing them, even for a brief time. Of course I can blame the way I grew up, but I won't. Its useless and I know my parents did what they thought was best for me and worked hard to give me everything they could. I
A really close friend of mine lost a family member today. My thoughts and prayers are with him and his family. Whoever reads this, could you also say a prayer for him and his family?
Sorry, but I feel wrong giving out personal information that isn't mine to give.
Thank you. ^-^