I am beginning to feel anxious most of the time and my anger is getting difficult to control. It's hard.
I have to hold it in, i have to be strong and i can't let it get to me. I used to be so angry all of the time sometimes for no reason and it would always hurt me, it would hurt me to save hurting other people. i AM being strong, but i don't know how long it can last. I don't want to disappoint anyone or hurt anyone that's why i can't let it show. i don't want to be that girl again. the one that would hurt herself to feel relief, the one that would shut everyone out so no one had to feel her pain.
i just wish i could forget all the abando