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So school is back in season and Im doing come cool things for that. 
But I would like to put this out there that I do have some commissions open. Information about that can be found here Commission info
And Ill do a special for you guys where you can get a gouache sketch for $10 in stead of the usual $15 as a way of apologizing for being so inactive.

But also, Im going to move a lot of art into the old art folder. I like keeping it up so I can see how I have improved, but sometimes you have to burry the hatchet, its still up if you wanna see it but its no longer going to be in my featured folder where like everything is.
  • Playing: FFXIV
Ive made a lot of regrettable pieces on here.
Im leaving them up for you guys to see. 
Think of my gallery as watching me not only grow up as an artist
but as a person.
God the end of my gallery is just embarrassing.
sorry this seems extremely like a put down of a lot of things, but when youve done fanart for youtube videos youve made some bad decisions.
  • Watching: Boxtrolls its really good
  • Playing: Dragon Age I.
Im not even going to bother being more active at this point. too much stuff. will be posting more soon though
Im thinking about posting some of my school paintings soon too
sorry I have been gone for so long. Just been crazy these past few months, it being my senior year and all, plus some drama. But ya I'll try to post some more stuff soon
Hey guys sorry about being so offline. And not to mention behind on scanning
I have like post the rest of my last sketch book while I'm like half way through my current one.
So sorry for the spam of pics coming your way. and also I'll be getting to the rest of my messages in a bit.
did I say livestream?
what i meant to say was,
This is for the contest --->…

I completely forgot to include prizes for the contest.

I'll post a poll to see what u guys want.
Ok, time for the contest. I have asked you guys in a few polls about what I should do for a contest.
And so, here it is.

There is not going to be just one "type" for this contest. From the results I got from the what type of contest poll, I got really no real majority, so to please almost all, I created one big type for all of them.

The point of the contest is to see how far you can take an idea.

:pointr: The theme: Breaking :pointl:

:bulletred: You can interpret this in any way you wish to.

:bulletblue: There is not limitations on what medium your image, writing, music, or anything is.

:bulletgreen: And for those of you who wanted quotes, here are some for you:

---> :bulletgreen: Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.  ~Author Unknown
---> :bulletgreen: When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.  ~Author Unknown
---> :bulletgreen: Every society honors its live conformists, and its dead troublemakers.  ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960
---> :bulletgreen: Don't think you're on the right road just because it's a well-beaten path.  ~Author Unknown
---> :bulletgreen: Most people are more comfortable with old problems than with new solutions.  ~Author Unknown
---> :bulletgreen: Read, every day, something no one else is reading.  Think, every day, something no one else is thinking.  Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do.  It is bad for the mind to continually be part of unanimity.  ~Christopher Morley
---> :bulletgreen: You don't get harmony when everybody sings the same note.  ~Doug Floyd
---> :bulletgreen: Dare to do things worthy of imprisonment if you mean to be of consequence.  ~Juvenal
---> :bulletgreen: Laws control the lesser man.  Right conduct controls the greater one.  ~Chinese Proverb
---> :bulletgreen: Never do anything against conscience even if the state demands it.  ~Albert Einstein
---> :bulletgreen: No radical change on the plane of history is possible without crime.  ~Hermann Keyserling

:bulletpurple: This can be as basic or as complicated as you wish. Sometimes simplicity is best.

:target: RULES :target:

1) You may NOT steal some one else's art work. Art theft is just bad in general
2) That also includes ideas, please stick to your own ideas, this doesn't mean you can't get inspiration from something else.
3) Please include the thought process you had for the idea in the artist description.
4) Have fun and really experiment, more creative, the better
5) though not suggested, drawn on bases can be excepted but you must get permission from the creator and give credit.
6) No foul play (AKA talking bad or threatening other contestants)

If all goes well, I might hold more of these.

:spotlight-left: Due Date: May 10th :spotlight-right:


:boing: Contestants:
:airborne: Entries:
There are some people who are getting too fake here on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ""

I personally haven't come across this yet but I dont want to.
F it

lets live stream…
1.Answer all questions truthfully you can do it yourself or use a OC
2.tag up to 5 people!or not whichever

created by: :iconwhitetigress26:

I dont feel like doing this as a character
so its me

~About you~
What's your name?: Jessica
Why were you named that?: They kinda made it up at last min b/c they were expecting a boy
Are you male or female?: female
Would you rather be the opposite gender?: kinda.
How old are you?: 16
How tall are you?: 5'
Are you happy with your height?: ..sometimes
How much do you weigh?: ...ffffffffffffff.... 160 lbs..? idk
Are you happy with your weight?: no
What color are your eyes?: hazel
What's the natural color of your hair?: brown
Do your dye your hair? If so, what color?: no
What's your body type? (i.e.: triangle, rounded, diamond, etc.): apple..?
Do you know your blood type? If so what is it?: I don't know
Are you happy with your appearance?: meh
What is your sexuality?: bisexual
~What's your favorite...~
Food: sweet stuff
Drink: diet coke
Color: purple
Animal: ... cats and dogs.. or feline or canine like animals
Book: not really any fave, I like quite a few..
Magazine: no
Newspaper: not really, just what i can get my hands on
Website: currently: Tumblr
Pen: ink black
Movie: ... Tim Burton movies
Holiday: .. Christmas
Myth: ... ALL OF THEM.
Childhood story: ooh.. probly Little Red Ridding Hood
Weather: cold.
Eye color: ice blue cuz when it gets all foggy those just pierce right though
Music player: something that plays music
Flower: .. dead ones.. they look really cool
Sport: .. jfkldsl
Vacation spot: some place relaxing
Ocean: Pacific.. its the closest.. and im lazy
Shampoo: something that cleans my hair
Deodorant: ..something that works
Computer/Laptop: dell, hp, not Mac
Store: thrift stores
Clothing brand: ... i dont care..
Shoe: boots
~This or That~
Pepsi or Coke?: coke
Water or Tea?: tea
Braces or Retainer?: retainer
Bed or Couch?: bed
Past or Future?: past
Woods or City?: city
School or Work (as in job)?: work
Sun or Moon?: moon
Fire or Water?: ... water
TV or Computer?: computer
Shower or Bath?: shower
Unusual or Normal?: unusual
Predictable or Unpredictable?: unpredictable
Explainable or Unexplainable?: unexplainable
Honesty or Deceit?: honesty
Together or Alone?: together
Sunny or Rainy?: rainy
Cats or Dogs?: ....COMBO
Reptiles or Birds?: birds
Poltergeists or Demons?: demons
Eating or Starvation?: eating
Summer or Winter?: winter
Night-Owl or Early-Bird?: night-owl
Peace or War?: peace
God or Satan?: ... satan.. god is doing a very shitty job
Life or Death? ... life
~First Thing To Come To Your Mind...~
Blood: ideas
Nightmare: before Christmas
Clown: hehehehehe creepy
Squirrel:.. unoriginal
Great: meh
Royal: incest
Fangs: cool
Inside: yay
Outside:  ufjsdknms
Voices: they be in my head 030
Light: cant live with out it
Snake: its ok
Bed: sleeeeeeeeep
Ocean: drown
Family: 030 daddy good mommy bad
Demons: they be cool with me
Angels: they can be assholes
Love: more is needed
Hate: is a big no-no
God: .. i hate the bible
Satan: hes ok
Nothing: let me put something there
The Unknown: ... worst fear ever
~The What's, Who's, When's and Why~
What's your earliest childhood memory?: strawberry festival
What's your worst childhood memory (that can be shared)?: ... the divorce
What's your new years revolution for this year?: didnt make one
What's your current pet(s) name(s)?: Cookie, Calvin
What's your relationship status currently?: hell if I know
What's your current health (unhealthy or healthy?)?: .. again hell if I know
What's your current mood?: meh
What's the nearest book to you?: sketchbook
What's the color of your nails/toenails?: natural
What's the time where you're at?: 4;09 pm
What's the one thing you'd DIE before doing?: ... give up art
What's the name of the person you love?: .... i love my daddy.. <:)
What's the name of the person you hate?: .. Santorum...
What's the subject in school/college that you just hate(d)?: depended on the teacher
Who's the bestest friend what you wouldn't trade for the world?: Kassia, Julia, and Madison
Who's "that" friend who has a heart of gold?: Kassia
Who's the person who you love but doesn't love like that back?: Julia... or thats just how it seems at times.
Who's the person you would never hurt?: my friends in general, unless needed
Who's the person you'd confess anything to?: almost anybody
Who's the person you argued with? I debate alot
Who's the last person to say 'I love you' to you?: Kassia
Who's the last person you said 'I love you' to?: my dad I think
Who's the last person to hug you (through the Internet & in person)?: Paige..
Who's the last person you punched?: .. I haven't don't that in awhile
Who's the last person to help you out with something?: .. Paige
Who's the last person you called on the phone?: my mom
Who's the last person you saw?: my mom
Who's the last person you talked to?: my mom
When was the last time you just stopped and were happy for what you have?:  its been awhile.
When was the last time you hit something to take all the frustration out?: i don't hit things when I'm angry
When was the last time you wrote your feelings down?: .. I dont.
When was the last time you spent quality time with your family?: just the other day with my cousin
When was the last time you did something for somebody without asking anything in return?: i do that alot, so probably recently.
When was the last time you thought outside of the box?: everyday
When was the last time you believed in yourself? hell if I know
When was the last time you confessed something to somebody?: i do that alot so idk
When was the last time you felt remorse?: everyday
When was the last time you felt pure joy?: the other day
When was the last time you smiled and really meant it?: the other day
When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?: ...its been a week or 2 since I have
When was the last time you stood up for what you believe in?: everyday
When was the last time you stood up for someone who was hurt?: I try to
Why did you do this quiz?: I was tagged

there. i dont feel like tagging.…

Ok guys, I did a speed drawing
I plan on doing more
Please enjoy

and I am going to be online more soon.

ツンデレ Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)

[x] You come off as sort of aloof to other some people.
[/] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing try not to show much weakness  
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute. (It's not a secret)
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.

Total:  1 1/2

ヤンデレ Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)

[/] You're very sweet and kind in public.
[/] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise
[ ]  You have a crush who you'd literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ]  Schizophrenic?

Total: 2

メガネっ娘 Meganekko (Girl/Guy-with-Glasses Character)

[ ] You have glasses.
[x] You are/can sometimes/always be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[x] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something. (can u say pretty women and death?)

Total:  4

突っ込み Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)

[ ] You have friend(s) who often make dumb or embarrassing remarks (I am that friend)
[/] You smack/beat up this friend in some way. (MADISON, AS IF)
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yin"
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.

Total:  1 1/2 (I AM THAT FRIEND)

ボケ Boke (Dumb Guy)

[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend. (IM SO SORRY FU-FU)
[/] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride. (minus the stride)
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yang".
[/] You are normally very laid-back and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.

Total:  4

大 和撫子  Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)

[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You're an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.

Total: 1

Sexy Character

[x] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs) (fuck no, im lazy)
[/] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[/] You're an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.

Total:  3

Loli/Shota Character

[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word "kawaii" [ The word got annoying ] (i agree w/ u on that 1 madd)
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like "-chan," "-tan," "-sempai," etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like "nyo," "nyu," "un," etc...
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you (fu-fu......)

Total:  3
Sorry that I've been very inactive as of lately, my computer had a virus and I think its taken care of now. and I've taken more precautions with my computer to prevent this.
  • Drinking: soda (diet Coke)
I'm afraid of...

[x] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[/] being myself in front of others.
[/] open spaces
[/] closed spaces
[x] heights  
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[/] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched (hell no lol, im all for the hug everynow and then)
[/] fire
[x] deep water
[/] snakes
[ ] silk
[/] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[/] wind (when u r in an old house such as mine, its creepy as FUCK. u can FEEL the house move)
[X] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] heaven
[/] death
[X] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[/] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[/] sharks
[/] Friday the 13th (im guilty of being superstious)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[/] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secrets

Total: 22

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.    (X)
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

....I am farily paranoid..
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  • Drinking: soda (diet Coke)
Ya, today was vry bipolar. It started off like a normal day, and was so until 5 period where we were having a debate, during the debate, Julia and I were drawing during it and this 1 girl in our group who was kinda talking alot leaned over to us and was all "hey do u guys need to say some thing? u should really get up and say something so you can at least get a good grade!" and she even showed me alil passage from our sides packet that I could basically read off of. The debate was going strong and it was clear who the leaders in the debate were. Everyone in the class had a hard time making sure that they got the chance to speak to prove a point. Not to mention that everyone seemed to be having issuses speaking today. So when I saw the chance to squeze in the passage, I stood up to say it. But instead of using the passage, I go off the top of my head for this at least a minute long argument. And I somehow managed to start when the room was quiet for a second so the whole room went quiet while I spoke. Usually I stutter as all get out but my voice was constant, loud, and authoritive. When I was done there was a good 30 second pause in the debate, I heard one guy say "that gave me chills." Either no one was able to argue back or something b/c my teacher, Mrs. Adams, asked me to continue the point I made, which, even thou I never spoke thoughout the debate again, she kept refering to it. Even when the dabeate was done and she was talking to the class about it. Our side ended up winning. This was the second class debate my group has won. (its different groups each time thou) the first group that my group won in, mrs. Adams told us that, we were the first group of that subject in debate where the opinion we stood for won, in the 10+ years shes been teaching at Foothill. And the second time, which was today, she complimented my group saying that our side was the hardest to argue for. And not to mention that we got the best compliment from the jugdes as well.
Heres where the day went bad though:
After the debate, Mrs. Adams made us watch a documentary, about the bombing of Hiroshima.
but this wasnt ANY documentary, it had hollywood leval sets and effects, that looked real. They had the best lead up and EVERYTHING, every one is the class eye's were tearing up.
But then, this happened; in the documentary, it show diff survivors and what happened to them. One of the surviors, was having breakfast that morning with her 2 kids and husband. The bomb stuck, they were sent flying and their home was in ruin, the mom, could get up and move, her husband was near her but was more fatally wounded, and couldnt move. she heled him get out of the rubble, and she quickly started looking for her kids. She called out, hoping they could hear her. One of her daughters cried out, she burried under alot of rubble and was being crush from her torso down, making it hard for her to breathe. The mother despratly tries to get her daughter out, even thou its clear she wont. Her daughter, the whole time, keep yelling out to her mom, "mommy hurry! i cant breathe!" " Mommy!" "Mommy it hurts!" Her mother, sobbing, knows that fires are approching close, starts apologizing to her daughter for being a bad mother. The mom had a choice, die there trying to save the kid, or leave and survive. and As this is going on the kid is still yelling, "Mommy! hurry!" "Mommy its getting too hot!" "Mommy! it getting to hot for me!" "Mommy I cant breathe!" "Mommy!" "mommy!" "mommy!" The whole class was on the verge of tears and convulisive sobs. And Miss Adams turns off the film, b/c its time to go, but her desktop is a picture of her baby girl. I had the hardest time not crying. it was so freaking sad that it was enough to ruin my day, my week, and even my year.
Then it got better afterwards, since I have History for 5th period, I was free for an hour b/c I dont have a 7th. So Kass usually kidnapps Ju-ju and I to go sit through her 7th with her. And during 7th perdiod she handed me a small book she uses for writing a few things, but one page can still hold a decent passage. and the first page was a passage for Tim, describing how hugging him was like. She apperently was doing this for every one for christmas gifts. Theres a couple pages of some quick mental notes she had before I go to it. I knew it was for me because it was adressed "My Lovely Hubby" and it was a 6 page long, exquisitlly detailed passage; about what it was like to hug me. I felt so touched. I nearly cried. I gave her the biggest hug when the class was over

So, all in all, 2 REALLY awesome things, make up for a horrible of epic perportions.

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I stole this from Charile~
SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥= i want a relationship with you

C: = im falling for you

:3 = i miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = i want to kiss you

:< = i hate you

: X = i like you

O: = i like you but im in a relationship

:/ = i like you but your in a relationship

:] = your cute

</3 = i regret leaving you

:b = we should get to know each other

;^) = we should hang out

<3 = love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you


eue= ur hot

<:3 = ur a great friend

^_^ = we're friends

^.^ = we're best friends

-.- = i don't know you
  • Listening to: Sweet dreams
  • Reading: The great gastby
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: w/ the dogs
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: soda (diet Coke)