Pain
Have you lost the one person who means the most to you…
You feel as if you've been sucked dry and have nothing left to go on
All the pain is consuming you and you can't get away
When you feel as if that one person understands you
Then to have them taken away by god's cruel fate…
When love isn't enough to fill the void where that person once lived
And you wish you would just cry it all away but…your numb
The pain as already taken over and your lost…
Forever taken by the darkness of pain
And forever lost for that one persons heart.
Love brings the feeling of dread, when leaving. Love brings the feeling of warmth when coming. While Love is leaving, it also drains the soul, burns the heart, and destroys the mind.Yet whlie Love is coming, it also brings dread, yet undetected, it too drains the soul for what is the soul for except to fill one's heart? The heart burns with the coming of Love from the fiery feelings. And the mind, alas, is not spared...for the mind is even worse off when Love comes then when it leaves because all that's left of the mind is a single thought...of the other one.- Zachary Maltbia
Death
I ask you…mistake me not, for I ask of you
Is it a sin to want and welcome death.
Believe me when I say that this not for you
But to rebirth me and make the absence less,
Hurtful. Or to make it less of something its not
For as you see me before you, I am not here,
I am merely here in your mind and heart.
To show you what has been won, lost, and slipped away.
But as you cry and mourn over the loss remember this,
You could have saved me if you only cared…
And know this in spite of what you caused,
That my love for you was always and forever there…
Waiting for you to take it.
Love will be my demise
My demise will be my love
I wait forever for love
Forever i wait for my love
My death will come early
An early death will come for me
Who knows when I will die
When I die no one will know
Will I be damned into hell
Will hell be damned with me
When I apologize I will forgive
Will I forgive when i apologize
Will I die if I cry
Will you cry if I die?
but of the few people i do have here on DA, i just started a blog.
http://terrasilas.blogspot.com/
its brand new, nothing there just yet. Read the first post and you can contribute to my Rant, raves and reviews XD
thanks a ton to whoever reads this, if you need contact info PM me.
well eh..im submitting some of my photography here and there..i just want some opinions thats all. ya im back. yes im here. no im not dead. and ya i'll put up some pics. as well as some of my girlfriend's photography...she is such an amazing aritst...
im done dammit! im fucking DONE!!!!!
everything good on this fucking site you have to pay for! now you even have to pay for people to give you "advanced critqueing" (ya i spelled it wrong) WTF i mean come on! you want a member to comment on it, but weather its extensive or not it is still critqueing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as a damn default they put no critiqueing at all! hello? maybe i want critic to comment on my art!
This place is full of bugs and other shit too! fuck them, i all i ask for is to search for a simple search. but what i get is SHIT THAT"S NOT EVEN RELATED TO WHAT I TYPE IN!!!!
this place is full of crap...i've been here for god..
Let me try to calm you down first of all you do not have get that mad I mean I get mad but not that mad what Iam trying to say is that you can be mad but can not keep a grudge that long because It is going to haunt you some how.