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So tired

S

So tired

And so I rest my weary head Dreading what's to come The pain and sorrow the morn will bring Oh please let darkness come Let it absorb me Let it take me Save me from my wretched self For I've no clue how long I'll endure How long I can last Till this body gives out
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worthless

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worthless

I've always known my worth Or the lack there of to be true I am nothing more than slime A worthless pile of goo

deep below

d

deep below

The water is so dark and deep out where you float All this weight I bear drags me ever down into the depths Beneath the waters ever still surface I struggle to make my way to you, reaching outward as I go But the closer I get the deeper it becomes And down into the abyss I go But something stirs down here with me Ever present, the shadows of murk below Like a comforting blanket wrapping around me Whispering softly in my ear to let go, fade away Embrace the cold kiss of the dark that I secretly desire I look back to you and stretch But you're so far away my gilded Lily Or maybe I'm just too far gone

I give it back

I

I give it back

Is every step I take wrong? Am I even supposed to exist anymore? What could I ever offer to another soul I am but a withered husk of a man A shallow, vapid, pathetic excuse of a curr No... All my time here is borrowed I might as well give it all back

Gilded Lily

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Gilded Lily

It sits upon the water Still as ice or stone Frozen within it's beauty With a love I've never known Through the wind, the rain, and all the foul weather Beaten, battered and bruised, this beautiful little flower Yet it never withers, never ceases, never dies Just floating on the surface like a star among the skies Each petal of it gilded Radiant as the sun It's beauty everlasting The sweet lily of the pond

Mirage of Stars

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Mirage of Stars

I saw the light flicker in the distance I never knew quite what it was And when I reach out for it, it vanished Could it have been just a mirage An eternity lasts forever But without you it seems like more My hopes and dreams left with you Now I'm just laying on the floor Watching the stars shine up above Always out of my reach Calling or their names Singing songs for each A haunting dirge A simple tune To show that things are ending As I just erode back away into nothing

A hint of my desire

A

A hint of my desire

This burning desire will swallow me whole I can't hide from it, it lives in my soul It brings me such pleasure and jubilation It leaves so little for contemplation

Drums of Love

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Drums of Love

Everyday the thumping grows louder Beating stronger and faster As if an army marches to war It's source is not mystery to me The heart I thought was dead and gone Has revived itself and begun it's job All it took was a spark to jump start it Now it will march ever forward To the beat of the drum of love

Hidden Thumping Truth

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Hidden Thumping Truth

What is the feeling that I have It's growing deep down inside Every time I hide it from me It seem to multiply I've felt this once before The warmth and exuberation It's something I try to ignore But theres a stunning revelation These feelings arent unnatural Somtimes they can't be helped And if i just embrace them I might not destroy myself But nothing is ever that simple There always turns and twists And it's hard to see where the path goes When it's shrouded deep in mist So I'll close my eyes Take that leap of faith Stretch my arms out to fly Hope I don't land on my face It's not the fall that might destroy me But the abrupt stop at t

Race Partner

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Race Partner

Darkness swirls around me Swallowing everying reach for This vortex I cannot escape Pulling me slowly deeper into the quagmire Yet your hand seems to find me And pull me from my despair You lend me strenth to stand again No one knows for sure What strings of fate may tie us together But I know that I would fight the world Just to keep you in it And violently the world will change Break us down and shatter our faiths But I cannot destroy my iron resolve This decision I've made You saved me from my colision corse Brought a smile to my face Let me do the same for you I'll do my best to keep pace So that neither of us will lose this race
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So tired

S

So tired

And so I rest my weary head Dreading what's to come The pain and sorrow the morn will bring Oh please let darkness come Let it absorb me Let it take me Save me from my wretched self For I've no clue how long I'll endure How long I can last Till this body gives out
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worthless

w

worthless

I've always known my worth Or the lack there of to be true I am nothing more than slime A worthless pile of goo

deep below

d

deep below

The water is so dark and deep out where you float All this weight I bear drags me ever down into the depths Beneath the waters ever still surface I struggle to make my way to you, reaching outward as I go But the closer I get the deeper it becomes And down into the abyss I go But something stirs down here with me Ever present, the shadows of murk below Like a comforting blanket wrapping around me Whispering softly in my ear to let go, fade away Embrace the cold kiss of the dark that I secretly desire I look back to you and stretch But you're so far away my gilded Lily Or maybe I'm just too far gone

I give it back

I

I give it back

Is every step I take wrong? Am I even supposed to exist anymore? What could I ever offer to another soul I am but a withered husk of a man A shallow, vapid, pathetic excuse of a curr No... All my time here is borrowed I might as well give it all back

Gilded Lily

G

Gilded Lily

It sits upon the water Still as ice or stone Frozen within it's beauty With a love I've never known Through the wind, the rain, and all the foul weather Beaten, battered and bruised, this beautiful little flower Yet it never withers, never ceases, never dies Just floating on the surface like a star among the skies Each petal of it gilded Radiant as the sun It's beauty everlasting The sweet lily of the pond

Mirage of Stars

M

Mirage of Stars

I saw the light flicker in the distance I never knew quite what it was And when I reach out for it, it vanished Could it have been just a mirage An eternity lasts forever But without you it seems like more My hopes and dreams left with you Now I'm just laying on the floor Watching the stars shine up above Always out of my reach Calling or their names Singing songs for each A haunting dirge A simple tune To show that things are ending As I just erode back away into nothing

A hint of my desire

A

A hint of my desire

This burning desire will swallow me whole I can't hide from it, it lives in my soul It brings me such pleasure and jubilation It leaves so little for contemplation

Drums of Love

D

Drums of Love

Everyday the thumping grows louder Beating stronger and faster As if an army marches to war It's source is not mystery to me The heart I thought was dead and gone Has revived itself and begun it's job All it took was a spark to jump start it Now it will march ever forward To the beat of the drum of love

Hidden Thumping Truth

H

Hidden Thumping Truth

What is the feeling that I have It's growing deep down inside Every time I hide it from me It seem to multiply I've felt this once before The warmth and exuberation It's something I try to ignore But theres a stunning revelation These feelings arent unnatural Somtimes they can't be helped And if i just embrace them I might not destroy myself But nothing is ever that simple There always turns and twists And it's hard to see where the path goes When it's shrouded deep in mist So I'll close my eyes Take that leap of faith Stretch my arms out to fly Hope I don't land on my face It's not the fall that might destroy me But the abrupt stop at t

Race Partner

R

Race Partner

Darkness swirls around me Swallowing everying reach for This vortex I cannot escape Pulling me slowly deeper into the quagmire Yet your hand seems to find me And pull me from my despair You lend me strenth to stand again No one knows for sure What strings of fate may tie us together But I know that I would fight the world Just to keep you in it And violently the world will change Break us down and shatter our faiths But I cannot destroy my iron resolve This decision I've made You saved me from my colision corse Brought a smile to my face Let me do the same for you I'll do my best to keep pace So that neither of us will lose this race
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Maybe the pain will go away soon

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Maybe the pain will go away soon

There is nothing special about me. Anything you can find in me, you can find in anyone else. I am another person. Hate me.

I wish you could talk to me...

I

I wish you could talk to me...

You can move on if you want to... I wont be sad for long, I will get over you. I don't want to. I just want to be with you. My life feels so much better with you in it... I wont move on if you dont want me to...

Myself

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Myself

I am myself that is who I am. I can try to be someone else, but that is not me, I am me. Try to be someone you are not, and you wont be yourself. Unless I wasn't who I was, and now I am the real me. Can I ever be me?

If you want me to find you, I will look

I

If you want me to find you, I will look

Behind the couch, under the desk... Hide and go seek is just a test. It doesn't matter where you go... I will wait for you, because you hurt me... I don't like it, and I can't stop crying. You were the best thing that happened to me. Now that you are gone, so am I. What's left of me is a lost puppy. I had a life, and now it's gone. I had a life before you, but that was life without you... I don't want that life. I'm not happy without you... you meant everything to me. It had nothing to do with your body. It had nothing to do with your mind. What you meant to me has nothing to do with this world... You were the person that could be a part o

I'm so lost

We cannot move

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We cannot move

The old me thought moving on was the hardest part... The new me realizes I am always stationary for the current time... there is no moving, when you can only stay still this current period of time. Time used to be change for me... I've learned you cannot move...

meaning of life

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meaning of life

Meaning of life... nothing has a meaning unless we give it meaning...

yolo

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yolo

Sometimes I leave notes for myself to remind me of yesterday. Nothing special, just something that lets me know yesterday was real. It's strange, my life takes on a life of it's own each day. I don't know if my life is my life sometimes, or someone else's. I used to ask my parents if they had lives parallel to lives. They didn't really understand what I meant. Maybe I should try elaborating. I wake up and get out of bed, only I don't get out of bed. I'm still in bed, but to me I am out of bed. My life plays out the way it should, I appear to be happy, complacent. Only I am restless... I realize I am still in bed and can't sleep. It's 6 a.m. I

color blind

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color blind

In a world of color it's what you can't see anymore that you miss the most.

The only star I wanna see

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The only star I wanna see

When I walk outside... I look for the stars You have always been the bright star I see. Now that the city lights are on... The stars are being drowned out... I can't see my star anymore. I still look for you every night, and I want you to know I stand here. Waiting for my stars to come back. But the nights get shorter, and the days get longer. I can't sleep because I can't dream. When I can't dream, I don't see you anymore. I can't wait for the night my stars appear. The day will end, and you will be the only star I see...

Spotlight

Open my eyes to soothe the soul.

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Open my eyes to soothe the soul.

Open my eyes to the world that's around me. So faded and grey is all that i see. No hope for a future, just clinging to the past. How long can i last? A year goes a long, and not much has changed. A tear from my eye as i remember your name. But things are changing fast. How far can this last? You show up in my life. Like some bright shining light. And the colors come bleeding in. And i start smiling again. I'd wake up and say hello. I'd ask how you were and how your day will go. I saw a future ahead at last. How long will this last? A moment of passion, of which none will regret. A glimmer of truth that i cant forget. A burning so deep th
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  • Apr 24, 1989
  • United States
  • Deviant for 16 years
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My Bio
Just existing through space and time with little reason and witty rhymes.

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Computer
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My whit.
The snow fell upon the grass and melted right away. Just like everything in my life. It all quickly fades to grey.

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sleeplessness

sleeplessness

So I'm slowly learning sleep depravity is driving a train of darker thoughts. Love not being able to sleep... :/

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