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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 25, 2011, 1:26 PM

So yeah...mega f'ing art block. Stick figures are looking like crap and I am on the verge of just packing extra underwear, my laptop and pillow and walking out of my life. Seriously, what is wrong with this damn world? Why does everything need to be so difficult. I know dealing with your problems matures you, but it also makes you unhappy and bitter.
I've been trying to at least start writing again. I've managed one update and will soon manage another.
My pleasures in life don't seem to be so pleasurable anymore.
I hope I won't be in my thirties deciding that art wasn't for me and end up with a job I hate. I thought something as simple as this was enough to make me happy.
A guy asked me out and all I could think about was "I don't have time to worry about a relationship too" but I still gave him my number.
>> I am so annoyed at myself that this rampage will end in me kicking something and hugging my cat Edmund tightly or my Pegasus plushie....
On a brighter note, I went to the Florida renaissance festival in Deerfield and got between two of my closest friends a kick ass baroque feathered hat! I was so overjoyed, all I could think about was that I needed an outfit to match it.

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k-u Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2011
I'm glad you enjoyed the Ren Fair. You'll get over your art block soon enough. Have you tried this site: [link]
They've got a lot of cute costumes for cheap. Be sure to check out the "Today's Deals" tab.
storytellersdaughter Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
The Lolita section almost made me cry, I fucking love you!
k-u Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2011
Yay, I'm glad you like the site :)
chicken-stalker Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2011
My poor baby. Tell me what you need and I shall provide. But if you're asking for salvation, I don't think I'm the right one to ask.Best talk to King George II. He might know what to do.
storytellersdaughter Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
oh you.
chicken-stalker Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2011
I try.
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bk00 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2011  Student Writer
I'm not sure how to help but :hug:
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