OH BOY... Let me try to real this in as best as I can; I was in a slump. A MAJOR slump that affected how I was perceiving things and it down right depleted my motivation and interest in Zootopia and art in general. And all those details of what I was doing outside of Deviantart? (the whole realistic animal thing???) I didn't even get anywhere with that nor tried. So YES ABOVE ALL I think I just flat out lost my interest in artwork on general and in an somewhat-depressive like state. Not for anything in particular, but I think I needed that mental break anyway.
SO as the title says, I am back and here to stay, but I haven't drawn in a while so I'll need to relearn my tactics again. As for the stuff I mentioned I'm still going to try to do it, but I'm going to do it at my own pace to make sure I can fully get myself back into it. The story Life After Zootopia will now officially continue, (it's had a bit of a set back due to being stumped on layout and design) and in regards to the commissions I desperately owe, I will get to them since I have yet to deliver on art and also not refund the commissioners.
D3ath0ps and Otterful you WILL get your owed commissions one way or another.
Anxiety is fun sometimes... bear with me.