Hmmm, hey old account. We have gone through a lot of adventures over the years, good times huh? But you know as the old saying goes. Sadly all the fun must come to an end sometime, hey everyone it's starwarsfannick and it's pretty serous this time for this journal. And as of i'm writing i'm making my last official updated journal for this account, so you might be asking why? Well a lot of things mostly under the consist harassment and bulling from other users who threaten me. Is just something that I can't stand, on top of that i've seen enough of the vent art's where people say that there gonna take there own lifes. Look I understand what happens to people, not all have happy lifes, but when we have emotions we don't think. We lash out and hurt other's, family, friends, and so on. The scale goes from 1 to 10. 1 being calm, 10 being extremely high. And 10 is where you don't want to be. Once you get there your bound to hurt someone. So now that i've got that out of the way, I can talk about what's been happening on my end. So if you all haven't read my jurnal about my father who had an affier with another women from up north for about 5 years since 2013 so, do the math that's back from before I graduated high school. So with that said, I can't do DA anymore. And your thinking. Am I closing this account down?
No i'm not cause, this account will be an archive of stuff i've made and memories that should be treasured. So this will be a museum.
Now to my status: Well as you know I was involved with a lot of controversy mostly with another girl who I dare not name she and I had a lot of fight back and forward for 2016 to 2018, and of course she drove me to the point of me lashing out at her. And of course it got worse from there, so from I need to consider my next moves. And of course i've had to deal with the termoil in my family, well the picture is not pretty to look at cause of my dad but I may have to downsize and move out off of the house that i've been in since 2005. Not sure if it will be final, but that will be the case that I will not disclose. As for RP's I have or on going, they will continue. As for myself being a brony?
To be hoinst and short to the point despite what i've gone through. I've gotta sorta retie and get theaipry cause with what i've got going on, i can't focuas on my carrer without my mental health for getting in the way so to wrap this up.
I wanna say thanks to this website for being a second home to me, It's meaned a lot from me. But in conclusion I wanna wish you all the best and take care, if you want me contact I recommend you send me a note about contact info, so I wanna say thank you all my watchers from the bottom of my heart.
Good bye, fairwell and I hope that I may return.
But in the meantime, it's time for me to move on.
And remember: "the force will be with you, always"