I'd like to take a moment to explain where I've been in the past 5 weeks.
On the 8th of February, my mom came home from knee replacement surgery, which meant she was going to be laid up for some time. I didn't think it would affect me much in the weeks to come, but boy was I wrong. On the 10th of February, a small mishap caused me to mistake myself for having a stroke. It got worse as the days went by. The night of the 12th, I thought I was having a heart attack. At the hospital, I first learned of how a panic attack can mimic other serious problems. The next day I was having a bad panic attack. Then on Sunday, it stopped. My parents had forgot to send my anti-anxiety meds home the week of the 10th, so it definitely fed into my attacks.
The subconscious thought of being stuck in my apartment for weeks sidewinded me on a subconscious level, and it got to the point where I could not sit at my PC without anxiety hitting me. But things are getting better now. I begin working on the 22nd of March, so I'll make some decent pocket cash for 3D model commissions. Mondays, Wednesdays & Fridays from 4:30PM-8:30PM is my starting schedule. It will be good for me to get out and get some sunshine.
I wanted to let all of you know I'm doing fine.
God be with all of you,
Noah The Troll-Hunting Christian Spy