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Life is Constantly Changing

Sat Aug 4, 2018, 1:42 PM
Yeah, and 2018 is surely giving too many surprises. :XD:

I'm trying to actually laugh of my bad luck because otherwise I'll be interned on a hospice. I wasn't about to do this here because I feel that I'm annoying all of you but on the other hand I think is time to get this out from me or I'll explode... I'm already inside of a big depression, those really tough to get out from, plus my OCD is getting worse again. I keep telling myself that maybe not waking up would be the best, to leave this world because I'm not loved here and even my art is something I don't think is great anymore.

I already thought countless of times to leave this place because I can't really really REALLY evolve here, yet I wonder why I keep being here... Many people told me to keep on going as a hobby or such because I can't deny that some of you like my art and would be a bad thing to stop, however my confidence now is practically zero...

My physical health is also not on a good state, right the opposite so it's too many things on my head that I came to a point that I'm feeling lonely, crying for hours on some random days, remembering my bad moments and even the loss of my dear hamster that I'm missing so much, regretting her death for not being able to have done more for her, because, in some way, she was capable of giving me the company I was needing, yet I don't want to buy another one because once they die it's a disaster for my heart. Maybe it was even a bad idea having them to begin with...

I'm questioning too many things, even the reason of my existence on this World, so when you're this way, what do you do? I know I have to start visiting my psychologist again, but that's for my OCD, extreme stress, anxiety issues and depression, but how about the rest?

I want to enjoy my art like before, but how?... I've been searching for this answer for 3 years and so far I'm more and more away from getting it...so I'm kind of lost already...


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AccidArt Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you again for fav my Zelda and for watching me

That makes me really happy^^
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Akuma-Mizuki Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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lady-blackwings Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! :cake: :party:
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NeronAntenor Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Happy Birthday, dear :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: 

I wish you a day full of fun and joy Hug Hug Hug  
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FireballStardraco Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017
Happy Birthday my dear and wonderful friend, may this day be the joyest of all :huggle:.

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teturo Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017
A Very Happy Birthday to you :iconcakelickplz:
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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconhappybirthdaysignplz: :party::cake:
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zloi-bules13 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!!!
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aotorithebluebird Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2016
Merry Christmas, my dear >^w^<

I wish you a holiday full of love and happiness as you own a heart full of light

You are an wonderful person with the strength and power of guardian angels

May this day, and all the days that will follow bring you an abundance of prosperity and joy

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Dido-Antares Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:party::party::party: Feliz cumple atrasado, Sophi :party::party::party:

Te deseo no sólo un día, sino éste y todos los siguientes llenos de todas esas cosas buenas que esperan por tí y te mereces :hug:
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