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Leaving DeviantArt

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 26, 2018, 1:56 PM
So I have been thinking about being on here and what it has done to me and my mental health and i've realized that it is not a safe environment for someone like me to be in. If I try and grow I get shamed and ridiculed and i'm just done trying to bother doing art. I just don't want to share anything I do anymore because of how people have treated me about it in the past.
My art style is horrible and it doesn't seem to ever get better and honestly I have no motivation to even try and improve
Also with all the people who just keep avoiding my blocks because they think it's justified because I messed up too many times. It's becoming exhausting, i'm sick of all the fighting and the nonsense. 
I realized there is no way for me to be left alone unless I go away.
So i'm going.
If I come back, it will be on my own terms and hopefully I will be a lot more mentally stable and clear headed.

I will leave with this final thing, so maybe some people will feel a little safer.
I've never meant to cause anyone any real harm. If I did make you feel horrible about who you are, I truly am sorry. My intentions were corrupt, I will admit. I felt hurt so I back lashed. It has always been a problem of mine and i've been fighting it for awhile. I've been avoiding being online just so I could control myself from responding to the current issues going about.
Just know, that I would never cause any of you any real harm on purpose and i'm sorry if anything i ever did or said had offended you in any point over the last 6-7 years i've been on deviantart.

Thank you to all my friends who I had made on here, you have been such nice people and i'm so lucky to have gotten to talk to all of you.


The following people, who entered my 'Draw My OC Contest' please note me if you'd like your consolation prize of $10
CristalMomoStar
MrBenDoodle
Isha-P
rose0522
I know it's not a lot but it doesn't feel right choosing a winner right now

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My Birthday event is over! The voicebanks are all locked again. Thank you!
Happy Birthday To Me!
Here is my gift to all of you! Trina Wylington HQ & ENG Act 4 (+3!)
HQ Core: bowlroll.net/file/176884
HQ Power: bowlroll.net/file/176889
HQ Soft: bowlroll.net/file/176891
ENG Act 4: bowlroll.net/file/176800
ENG Act 3: bowlroll.net/file/176799
UTAU GIFT! 24 HOURS ONLY!
On Monday, September 10th 2018 (My Birthday!), I will release Trina Wylington HQ & ENG Act 4 for FREE! On the Starloids Website!
I'll be making an announcement here on My Twitter as well to let you all know!

This post is strictly for the promotion information, I have not returned to the DeviantArt Community
I will be making 1 final post of the “connecting” chorus.
Mostly because Catt had already done the art and I didn’t want it to go to waste
So I’ve come to a final decision upon what I will be doing.
I decided to leave deviantart and continue my hiatus until I can feel like myself again. I’ve been dealing with a lot in the real world and just don’t feel like myself.
I’m not sure if I will return or not.

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birthdays Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's September 10th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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Birthdays Team
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JJJMadness Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Fistron Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day, girl.:D
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YumiMegpoid Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know you’re not here anymore but for when you come back, if you come back here’s a Birthday Wish! ;) Lovely 
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Vyliftia Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday sweetie <3
(even tho you're not here anymore... :'))
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