Swindle allways says, I don´t have any. He allways says, I have to work on it. He says, that I need them. That I need friends or however that is called then. That I need company.
He says that I am lonely.
And he is right. I am lonely.
But not because it just "happened" like it just happens that you are lonely sometimes. I am not loney sometimes. I am allways lonely. Swindle says it is my own fault. And he is right again. But I wouldn´t consider it as a fault. I consider it as a choice.
I choose to be alone.
And this is good.
You know, there had been a time in my life when it had been different. There had been a time when I wasn´t lonely. I had friends and company, even a family and all that stuff, you know. I had a happy life. A much happier life than most. With a nice home and good friends and parents who loved me. I went to school. I