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Broken Angel
I’m not sure when I first realized I was broken or different. Maybe it was when the voices in my head started talking to me more than usual. Or maybe when I started to realize my feelings for my best friend, Annie, was much more than a friend. Either way, it wasn’t normal. At least for my family. I once talked to my mom about my feelings for Annie and the voices and that’s the worst mistake I’ve ever made. She thought I was possessed by the devil and that it was wrong to have feelings for Annie. She forced me to get help or she would kick me out. I did get “help”. The help was me being forced to talk to our
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Meow
    The room is silent as I look for my pencil sharpener. No one’s home, it’s just me and the pets. Dad’s at a friend’s house, mom’s at work, and Chris is at a friend’s house as well. I love these nights, the nights where I can get the house to myself for awhile.    Anyway, I found my pencil sharpener. I sit on my bed as I get lost in my thoughts once again. It’s been taken apart like it has been for awhile. it hasn’t been used in roughly a month though. Hard to believe I’ve been clean for a month from self-harm. I shouldn’t relapse, people would be upset if I did. Maybe I’ll
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Broken
Told I was broken today Don't know why Maybe because of the cuts On my arm Or my depression How am I broken From these things How would you fix me If I'm broken Or maybe I'm Unable to be fix What will you then How can you fix something That will forever stay Broken
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Will It Help
Alone again Just for a little bit But enough time To make more scars You told not to Told to stop By family Friends Even the counselor Told to write Instead of cutting Told to draw Instead of cutting Will it work though Will it stop the pain Will it help
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Can I Last
Letter written Blade with me Arms covered with scars So close To ending it all How long Can I stay alive How much longer Can I last
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Until I Stop
It's almost been two years Since I started this destruction Two years worth of scars Upon my arms So many blades I've gone through How much longer Will this keep up Until I die by suicide Or something else? How much longer Until I get help How much longer Until I stop
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This Time
Another message Another hate message How many must I get For who I am I can't take much more All these hate messages All the problems with family How am I alive Death is calling me Maybe I'll answer him This time And leave forever This time
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Broken Angel
I’m not sure when I first realized I was broken or different. Maybe it was when the voices in my head started talking to me more than usual. Or maybe when I started to realize my feelings for my best friend, Annie, was much more than a friend. Either way, it wasn’t normal. At least for my family. I once talked to my mom about my feelings for Annie and the voices and that’s the worst mistake I’ve ever made. She thought I was possessed by the devil and that it was wrong to have feelings for Annie. She forced me to get help or she would kick me out. I did get “help”. The help was me being forced to talk to our
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Yay! Happy birthday! Wuff wuff!
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darkbeliever95|Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday ^^
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A very Happy Birthday to you!! ^_^
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Serrara|Hobbyist Writer
hi
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Yay! Happy birthdayy!!! Wuff wuff!!
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Happy Birthday.

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