IMAGINE. IF YOU WERE NEVER TOLD YOU HAVE A SOUL. THAT THE SOUL IS A LIE. LOOKING AROUND REALITY THAT SURROUNDS YOU,
EVERYTHING INDICATES. AS MUCH AS YOU TRY DOING SOMETHING, ITS IMPOSSIBLE, YOU HAVE NO FEEDBACK, NO FRIEND TO TELL
YOU IT IS OK YOU'RE MAKING IT. SO EVENTUALLY YOU QUIT. COMFORM. JOIN THE REST OF THE FLOCK. YOU BRUISE YOUR KNEE
AND REALISE YOU ARE MADE OF FLESH, BLOOD, BONES AND BRAIN. A MACHINE. AND THEN YOU DIE. WHAT IS FREE WILL?
IMAGINE IF FREE WILL IS A LIE. WELL, IN REALITY, IT IS. BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS COMFORT YOURSELF, SAYING THAT IT
ISN'T AS BAD AS IT IS TODAY, FINDING SOME MEANING TO YOUR LIFE. WHAT MEANING, IF YOU CAN NEV
System Of A Perfect Design, Part -1 by star-dream, literature
System Of A Perfect Design, Part -1
THERE WAS THIS IDEA THAT THERE IS A PLACE WHERE THINGS THAT AREN'T PERFECT ARE KEPT FOREVER. LIKE A SPACE OF JUNK. AND I REMMEMBER WHY THE IDEA WAS MADE. THE UNIVERSE JUST LIKE OUR HEARTS SEAMS LIKE A PLACE BUILT TO STRIVE FOR PERFECTION. BUT UNLIKE A PERFECT HEART WE HAVE A CHOICE THAT ISN'T REALLY BASED ON ANY LOGIC BUT THE ONES WE CHOOSE OUR OWN. SOMETHING THAT WE CHOOSE TO REJECT TODAY WE MAY CHOOSE TO KEEP TOMMOROW AGAIN. AND ISN'T IT BEAUTYFULL THAT YOU CAN DO SUCH A THING? BUT DUE TO OUR STRIVING FOR PERFECTION, WE ACTUALLY CAN'T. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH STRIVING FOR PERFECTION, IN FACT I LOVE IT! .. UNLESS IT IS ONE SYSTEM FOR EVE
EVIL LIVES INSIDE YOUR MIND, FEEDS YOU WITH FEARS AND MAKES YOU DO EVIL THINGS AND ENSLAVES YOU.
GOOD LIVES INSIDE YOUR MIND, MAKES YOU DO GOOD THINGS WHICH EVIL CAN USE TO ENSLAVE YOU.
SOLUTION. LIVE YOUR LIFE, MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY AND DO AS MUCH GOOD AS YOU WANT TO HELP OTHERS.
SET YOUR HEART FREE.
they are creating a spider web. they plant the sorrow in your heart, the way science is not supposed to be used, to tear down all there is out there and trap your existence eternally in a lie that you are yourself a maker and a victim of. slowly, step by step, from white to black in a gradient whose colors you don't care to notice, like the plants growing so slowly, you get tired of watching them but knowing that you can't or that you have to is yet another sorrow. a pen and paper however it is not. a place that is only yours, where you can dream anything, where you can set your own rules. and indeed, everything is possible.
the darkness is
AFTER REALISING THE VALUE OF DISSAPPOINTMENT MY HEAVEN GREW BITTER IN TASTE,
MY EYES CLOSER TO THE BLACK OF LIFELESS NIGHT. BUT IN THIS GRAVE OF HEART I
BEGAN FINDING MYSELF. ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE NIGHT, WHERE MY BLUE SKY
STILL BURNS STRONG. AND AS I BEGAN TO REALISE THE VALUE OF MY GRAVE, MY
EYES AND HAIR, MY SKIN, GREW MORE BEAUTYFULL THEN EVER. NOW THEY SEEK
ME LOST IN THEIR HEAVEN BUT BETWEEN US IS A WALL OF SIN. THEY ARE STILL
LOYAL TO THEIR SLAVEMASTER. AND SO, ONCE THEY TRIED TO FIND THEIR FREEDOME
FOR A MOMENT THERE, THEY'VE REALISED THEIR HELL. REFUSING TO ACCEPT, THEY
HATE US NOW, FOR WE HAVE TOOK WHAT WASN'T OURS TO TAKE. HEAVEN
quality floor tiles for your home by star-dream, literature
quality floor tiles for your home
i'm gonna kill her jack i swear!
take it easy.. here.. (character tosses away gun) let her go.
her fate is still not safe. remmember? i need that password.
they're going to kill us all! don't you realise what you're doing?!
the password, or the girl dies.
*a sniper shot breaks through the hostage and the kidnapper's body, he is falling down breaking the grip on the girl.
jack gets to see what happened with a mix of anger and sadness but not for long, forced to look cover from open fire. the bottle falls in reaction range with the car and the engine starts, the car start to move away.
no! - jack runs out of his shelter firing back with
CHILD AND THE STARS
LOOKING AT THE STARS, I DON'T WANT TO SEE CONSTELLATIONS, LOGICS, MEANING. THEN, MY STARRY SKY LOOSES ALL THE MISTERY BEAUTY OF. TOMMOROW EVENING, THERE WILL BE NOTHING TO SEE, BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW IT ALL. BEFORE THE STARS EVEN SET I FEAR, I'M GOING TO SEE THE `POLAR BEAR SOMEWHERE. YET, STARS ARE THE MOST BEAUTYFULL WHEN THERE IS NO ORDER. WHEN THEY APPEAR WHEREVER THEY CHOOSE TO. WHEN I TAKE A PEN AND PAPER, I DRAW STARS RANDOMLY, ACCORDING TO MY SOUL'S DESIRE, HOW I LIKE THEM AND WANT THEM. IMAGINE IF I HAVE TO REDUCE THAT TO PERFECT ORDER. ALL MY DRAWINGS WOULD BE EXACTLY THE SAME AND THE STARRY SKY ISN'T THAT SPECI
chronicles of a lost avon by star-dream, literature
chronicles of a lost avon
and even throughout all this time i cannot express who i am.
my life is walking crippled and wounded through the desert, scarred,
but the star burns strong within,
the chains of these bandages will break one day.
the fallen star
the star burning down in flames falling far on the horizont in the final sunset of the orange sky.
i'm outside somewhere in the city of industrial, tall buildings, watching the distance.
and everyone would feel so scared by what is happening,
hiding in their shelters but i wish to stay outside and take the hit.
don't want it to end, because i've been dying every day in their empty world, why?
it's what i never wan
if we were digits and equations and perceived the world only tehnicaly,
we would have never strived for the screens to write stories and fantasize.
but we have used whatever was there, to express ourselves and make the world better!
we didn't write video games to see the variables or state of screen change.
we didn't play our guitars to pass electricity through the wires.
we didn't do all this with a desire to become calculators.
the obvious truth, but do you still know who you are?
lost in programming formulas and equations, pixels and resolutions,
when is the moment when tehnical possibilities start dictating your mind?
but long ago,
no, the raimbow flag doesn't mean i am gay. it doesn't mean that i support gay people either. it means that i am open minded. which means that i am not closed minded. which means i have better things to do then to control every aspect of your life as if it was my own. cause we are not the same. and i don't pretend to know everything about life. nobody can ever. but rather, i'd like you to live and make good of your life yourself. it also doesn't mean i will be any more tolerant to garbage. it means that i beleive in and support challenging rules and reality and alternate views on life.
(all this awaits redesign)
this was a sloppy explaination for everyone to wander onto this page.
i don't want any llamas, unless you really think i deserve one. and i don't trade llamas, i will give you a llama only if i feel i should.
keep an eye on these pages because i plan to make them decent Soon™.
I am incredibly proud of you. You are a wonderful soul and this world is a much better place because you're in it. Thank you so much for being alive, for spreading your light to others and making their lives better, whether or not you're even aware of it. Also ~ However you may personally feel about your art style as it is right now, despite what anyone else has to say about it, first and foremost only draw for yourself. Enjoy what you create and create what you enjoy. If other people like it, then great. If not, then at least YOU are happy and satisfied with what you've made. Keep safe, stay well, and may your artistic abilities only continue to excell into something more wonderful and beautiful as the years progress onward.
its easy, you just add a lot of new lines and save it empty like that. and then you notice nothing has changed.
thats because the system is made to cut away all the characters it finds useless in your text. why it even cares, i really don't know.
to make it accept the insane amount of new lines we want, you just need to add some more meaningfull content at the beginning and at the end of your widget text as well. then add in between the amount of new lines to your heart's content. this is how you extend the length of the widget.
but rather then using something like a letter 'a', i used something that isn't visible, like a 'space' character. a 'non-breakable space' character, like the name says, will not break, haha.. its not found normally on keyboards, so to input this character, you can do it through a HTML code, just type this into your widget text: and save.
you just need to place these two characters at the very beginning of your input and the very end. enjoy.