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Lies and Secrets
Don't always trust what I say
Don't believe all my words
I conceal my thoughts
And hide my emotions
I lock my heart
And I hold the key
But maybe you can uncover my secrets
If you just keep talking
Maybe you'll never find out
And I'll keep living my lie
But until then
Don't be convinced by my fabrication
Remember
I'm fine
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Literature
First Love
Tonight, I can't get you out of my mind
Your messages engraved in my memory
Lovingly reminding me of happiness
Every moment valued by my heart
Remembering how you're my world
Always on my mind and in my heart
Until the end of time
Gorgeous fantasies of romances replaying in my thoughts
Until I close my eyes and dream of them instead
Stay with me forever
Tonight let's remain together and forever
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Literature
Through It All
Through your words
Through my scars
Through the pain
Through the suffering
Through my tears
Through your blades
Through it all
I love you dearly
Even if you break me down
Even if you make me give up
I'll always keep you in my heart
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Literature
Will You
Will you hate me more
Now that I've said
Everything I've held in
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I Could Never
I could never pretend
That you never hurt me
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Literature
Please Don't Remind Me
I know my flaws
I'm aware of my mistakes
I notice my errors
So please don't remind me
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Literature
I Try
I try so desperately
To hide my sadness
With a bright smile
I try so hard
To hide the scars you've given me
By simply saying I'm fine
But it's difficult
When you remind me
Of every dark moment and scar
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Literature
Please
Please don't hurt me
Please don't cut at me
Please don't make me cry
Please don't make me suffer
All I ask is for a moment of happiness
A while of peace
All I ask is for love
A break for my heart
Please show me mercy
Please make me smile
Please make me laugh
Please strengthen my will to live
I beg of you
Please
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Literature
I Wonder
I wonder what I did
I wonder what I said
I wonder what I thought
I wonder what I am
I wonder why you hate me
I wonder why you hurt me
I wonder why you cut at me
I wonder why you make me cry
I wonder where we went wrong
I wonder what happened
I wonder how we can fix this
I wonder if this can even be fixed
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Literature
Perhaps
Perhaps you'll forget me
The moment I'm gone
Perhaps you'll be relieved
The moment I vanish
Perhaps you'll be happy
The moment I disappear
Perhaps I'll have made the right choice
The moment I leave
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Literature
I'll Be Gone Someday
Throw a stone in the sea
That's how easy it is to hurt me
Look how far the stone sinks
It's nothing compared to the pain I feel
Time and time again
The thread gets thinner and thinner
It'll break one day
And that's when it'll all end
Don't cry for me
When that day comes
Don't feel guilty
For using your blades to cut my thread
Be happy I'm at peace
Be happy I'm gone
After all
Weren't you chasing me away
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Literature
Simply Sorry
I'm sorry for breathing
I'm sorry for my hearts beating
I'm sorry my tears
I'm sorry for my existence
Simply tell me
I'm no longer welcome
And I'll leave
Without hesitation
For I value your happiness
And if my disappearance
Made your life any better
I'd leave in a heartbeat
Please tell me
You hate me
Don't toy with my emotions
And say you love me
For every time
Your words cut my heart
I wonder
If I ever meant anything to you at all
I'm sorry for the burden
I'm sorry for the pain
I'm sorry for the trouble
I'm sorry for everything
I'm simply sorry
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Literature
Set Me Free
I'm trapped in a cage
With no way to escape
Like a bird
I sing to make you joyous
I dance to stop your tears
I make you happy
But I crave for freedom
I crave for my own joy
I long for my own life
I want to be happy
The endless tears
The aching pain
The growing weakness
All in this cage
Please end this suffering
Please set me free
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Literature
Your Words
I'd love to say I'm empty inside
A hollow creature
Incapable of feeling emotions
Or being painfully wounded
But I will always have this feeling
This heaviness in my chest
A weight I wish I could erase
A part of me which gets so deeply impacted
Your words
They're like blades
They cut at me
And give me scars
Before
I used to ignore them
Call them lies
And protect myself from the pain
But now I wonder
Are they the truth
That I simply refuse to believe
As they leave eternal scars on my heart
Useless
Stupid
A broken mess
Something you can live without
Is it all true
Are my tears simply me rejecting it
Is my denial simply me protecting myself
Is it true
Forever I'll remember
Everything you've ever told me
Truth and lies
They'll remain as scars
I'll never be a hollow creature
I'll always have emotions
I'll always be wounded
I'll always have scars
A broken human being
Incapable of forgetting
Slowly giving up
As a result of your words
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Happier
I'm happier
When you're not here
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Fine
I'm fine
I swear I am
I've got a smile
My heart is still beating
I'm still breathing
I'm alive
I'm not fine
I know I'm not
I always shed tears
My heart always aches
My strength is slipping
I'm dying
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I'd like to start off by saying you created a very good piece. The pose is wonderful, and the anatomy is great! You did a great job wit...

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Even though each segment looks like a sketch, I must say this is really well done! The different seasons represented in each sketch rea...

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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Just a poet who doesn't really know what they're doing in life
Just a person who sometimes wants to give up
Just an individual who'll keep fighting till the end of their journey

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I'll see you again
This is not where it ends
I'll carry you with me
Oh, till I see you again

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.....Farewell my everything, until we cross paths once more
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Interests
I originally wasn't gonna do this, but I saw a certain someone do it and thought, 'Why the hell not?' 

-Did you get your heart broken?: I wouldn't say so

-Did you change at all this year?: We always change, one way or another, whether or not we realise it

-Did you dye your hair?: Yeah, red

-Did you get your hair cut?: Yup

-Did you change your style?: What style? 

-Did you get good grades?: Not unless failing everything counts as getting good grades

-Did you drive?: Yeah dhsbsjbxkd

-Did you move at all?: Of course- oh wait you didn't mean have I physically moved at all this year. Nope. 

-Did you go on any vacations?: I wish XD


YOUR LOVE LIFE

-Did you break up with anyone?: Nope

-Did you meet anyone special?: Of course 

-Did you fall in love?: AUGUST (xBangtanBoi) YOU STOLE MY HEART YOU THIEF AAAAAAAA 

-Are you going into 2018 with a boyfriend/girlfriend?: DEAR GOD I HOPE SO


FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

-Did you meet any new friends this year?: Of course

-Did any of your friendships end?: Yeah, but I don't mind, as long as they remain happy and healthy. I'll always be there for them tho. 

-Did you dislike anyone?: Idk

-Did you make any new enemies?: Nope

-Did you resolve any fights?: Yeah, a lot actually

-Who was your closest friend?: DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE

-Did you grow apart from anyone?: Yeah rip

-Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: I regret hurting anyone vsjsbdjfnck

-Have you had your birthday yet?: Yerp

-Pulled an all nighter?: Ofc

-Drank Starbucks?: Never in my entire life rip 

-Bought something(s)?: Just gifts for my dad and sister

-Met someone special who changed your life?: Oh, definitely :heart:



INTIMATE DETAILS

-What are you thinking about?: How numb my arm is wowowowowow 

-Would you get married if you could right now?: LET'S HURRY UP WITH THE PLANS ALREADY

-How did you feel when you woke up today?: I don't wanna explain bsjsbdjcbdo

-Are you good at hiding your feelings?: Yes, but I don't always do so of course 

-Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?: Nope

-Do you like to have long hair or short hair?: It's both??? It's not long but not really short??? Well, I guess it's short. IdK I'M ON DRUGS RN 

-Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?: I love all

-Which of your friends do you argue with the most?: Do I even argue with any of them? Probably not. 

-How many texts are in your inbox?: TOO MANY WOWOWOWOWOWOW I LEGITIMATELY HAVE DOZENS TO READ AND RESPOND TO LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE 

-Who was your last text message from?: IDK I'M STILL BEING MESSAGED AND THE PERSON IT'S FROM KEEPS CHANGING CUZ 3 GROUP CHATS AND A FEW INDIVIDUALS WOWOWOWOWOWOW PLEASE HELP

-Who was the last person you rode in a car with?: My dad and my sister

-Who made your profile picture?: Idk

-Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?: Cry over the truth

-What’s on your bedroom floor right now?: Me cuz for some reason I think sitting on the floor is a good idea.  

-Do you trust people too easily?: Nope; it's more along the lines of people trust me too easily 

-Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?: I have more than enough that I will never feel I deserve, so yes, definitely 

-Last thing you ate?: WhAt Is FoOd? 

-How many people are you texting?: LIKE A DOZEN TOTAL PLEASE HELP 

-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?: Depends on if August comes here within twenty minutes (wowowowowow I shouldn't have said that but I'm posting it anyways) 

-What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?: Drank tea while spilling tea while my sister talked about tea and made some more tea ejdbdjsnd the ultimate tea-fest

Thank xBangtanBoi for doing this cuz it motivated me to get off my lazy ass for once ebsjbdkendkrfj love you Jagi~ 💝 
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I KEEP DYING

EVERY TIME I'M GONE FOR LIKE A WEEK I THINK I'VE ONLY BEEN GONE FOR A DAY

IF I RESPOND TO YOU A MONTH LATE, REALISE I THOUGHT I WAS ONLY RESPONDING AN HOUR LATER
Holy shit my account is such a mess

Looks like I've gotta fix some stuff before I can upload art and all that comfortably fjkdjfkfnfkfnfl
I love how everyone's improving and doing so well in art

And then there's me, still accidentally giving stick figures dicks
Maybe it's not farewell

Maybe it's see you later

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RoseSpectrum Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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birthdays Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's June 13th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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ThreeMoonChosen Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2018  Student Digital Artist
HEY
IT'S ME
YA KOREAN GIRL
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StansWithoutJams Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
O H
S H I T
W A D D U P
(wow I'm late holy fuck)
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