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My Little Black Heart Bleeds

By StaBy
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Sometimes I feel like my heart is dead, Like I just feel nothing. I'm emotionless. And then like in a split second, things can change and I feel completly alive, and sensitive, insecure. In agony.. And That is why My little black heart bleeds.. The picture is in black&white, because thats how it feels, I see no colour, its all grey, but slowly it comes back, and it all starts with the heart.
I am a L O S E R, I know.. But its ok.

Well just to be on the safe side. This is NOT real.
And as dA admins requested I'l tell you how I did this, even though its studpid.
I just poured fake blood on the heart that I did with eyeliner. Ok there.
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FinePix S5500
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1/158 second
Focal Length
8 mm
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Date Taken
Oct 9, 2005, 6:54:06 PM
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ondansora's avatar

I got so emo so i fell apart.

Daimne's avatar
one girl i once fell in love with (at least i belive so .) gave me an incence stick holder, shape of somekind of black plant leave buddha sitting on top.
Well, the falling in love went unfortunate for me .) as she didn't answer my feelings about her. Actualy i knew from the first time i met her that she's going to hurt...She just looked like that. ..
But she saied that she has somethin with tha black hearts. like seeing them everywhere. .. as i see human skulls
One day the incence stick holder fell down from the table and got broken. When i looked it laying on the floor, i realised that the plant leave shaped plate was actually a perfect black heart, as it laied upside down. Later, when i moved to an another aprartement, i discovered a heart shaped black hole in my chimney .) black hearts was following me too :) i belive that the thing with hearts ends with this, as i have a new girl rightnow, and i haven't met her for about quite some time and our connection is vanished.
But amongst the sadness and other things i'm happy for falling in love, it really bringed out some side of me i really haven't deeply encountered, so i have to thank her for that. ...

i don't personally like the heart symbol, but i did want to understand what the black heart represents and how it relates. why someone chooses this symbol to be with her.

my upologises for uncorrect english grammaria. .)
EchelonxAnna's avatar
Thats looks so good...
StaBy's avatar
Thanks! I am thinking of doing a sequel - either my little black heart radiates colour or my little rainbow heart bleeds. I am still deciding and whether I want to keep the black heart and h have colour around it or to have a colourful heart.
EchelonxAnna's avatar
ahh i think either way it sounds like it will look cool. you could always do both XD
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Nemicron001's avatar
I know how this picture feel. Thank you for sharing it. :)
zeventymillion's avatar
beautiful except for the heart. i knwo that's the main point of it, but that is what ruins it for me. I think you could be gorgeous, yet i cant tell because of that heart
kaulitzbabe101's avatar
very beautiful can i own??? whats the url code? this pik is perfect!!!! where did u get the necklace from?
StaBy's avatar
what do you mean url code? it's a keyring from a surf shop.. really old though..
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You've been featured here [link] :)
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visionsofwords's avatar
This is a great picture. It reminds me that sometimes the things we love can hurt us the most.
TheEternalSpectator's avatar
I hear you... :) Really dark... lovely. Great work.
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Shade-LadyDeath's avatar
Kinda emo, but I really like the picture! Nice work ^_^
x-Angel-Kisses-x's avatar
I love the contrast!!! Great work <3
Sophie-sama's avatar
I like your pic. :hug:
Hayaikiru's avatar
Beautiful! Just beautiful!!! <3 I can relate quite well to it some days.

I'm actually planning to get a tattoo that looks similar to that...
StaBy's avatar
The heart? That's cool.. me too, but the blood more splattered and "jason's" above it.. ( my fiance).. but al in good time,.. big tats cost big money :(
Virtude's avatar
i enjoyed more the description than the pic itself but wow. thats awesome...

"i am a Loser ... but that's ok " «-- really deep, seriously
StaBy's avatar
okay.. yes.. one needs to learn to accept things... like for instance you prefer my discription to my art..
Virtude's avatar
quite wrong actually. i also enjoyed the art, my point was that those words made the art more... i dunno, alive ... cant really explain it though. but you see, sometimes words can be more powerful than u think, thats all :) and don't get the wrong idea, that pic was indeed very good :D and i liked it!
StaBy's avatar
thanks, sorry i was just being bleh the other day..
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